wouldnât have to get married or anything,â Aimee protested.
âMarried! Where did that come from?â Andie asked.
âApparently from a Regency romance one of their friends lent them,â Natalie explained.
âIt was a Christian romance,â Amelia said.
Natalie bit her lip to stop herself from smiling.
âEveryone says Pastor Connor should get married,â Amelia said. âEven you, Mom. We heard you tell Dad so, and that Pastor Connor and Aunt Natalie used to go out. You said Aunt Natalie seemed to be getting her act together and maybe sheâd know a good thing when she saw it now.â
Andie winced and all the humor Natalie had felt disappeared. Sheâd always known Connor was a good thing. That was all the more reason she didnât need her nieces, sister or anyone else pushing her and Connor together. He deserved better.
Andie raised her hands, fingers spread. âEnough. Go to your room.â
The twins stomped out.
âSorry about that,â Andie said. âIâve been a mother long enough to know I should watch what I say when little ears may be listening.â
That was it? No apology for what sheâd said, only regrets that the twins had heard it?
âI donât know what gets into those two. I canât understand them,â Andie said.
âDonât be too hard on yourself,â Natalie said. âThe preteen years arenât easy ages for girls or their mothers.â
âNo.â Andie shook her head. âTheyâre like you. They do whatever pops in their heads without thinking about how their actions might affect others. I couldnât understand how you could do half the things youâve done to Mom, nor do I understand the twinsâ actions. Iâm working on them to be sure the worst doesnât happen.â
But she was a lost cause? Natalie swallowed. âThatâs what you think of me?â
âHonestly? I donât mean to hurt you, but kind of. You dumped Connor and rushed off to Chicago to take that job. And how long did you stay there before you were off to a different job and then another?â
âItâs called building a career,â Natalie countered. Or in her case, trying to hang on to one.
âAnd is being too busy to come home and see Mom and Dad part of building a career, too?â
Natalie pushed away from the table. âNo, that was finances. Living in the Chicago area wasâisâexpensive.â
The way Andieâs eyes narrowed when she corrected
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made Natalieâs throat constrict. Andie didnât need to know sheâd lost her job. She stood. âIâm going to go now. I canât do this.â
âNeither can I. I donât have time for your drama.â
âFine, Iâll stayââ The weary look in her sisterâs eyes stopped Natalie from finishing with âout of your way.â âIâll stay with Robbie on Thursday. Iâm sure Mom will be okay with it.â
âOnly if you want to,â Andie said, âand for the record, youâre probably still too selfish to appreciate a good man like Connor.â
Pain banded her chest. Andie had to get the last word. No, she wasnât too selfish to appreciate it. She could appreciate it all too well. Nor was she foolish enough to pursue the attraction to him she still felt, no matter how much her memories were pushing her to.
Chapter Five
C onnor paced the front of the conference center auditorium, silently practicing his words as he often did with his sermons.
Heâd texted Natalie and asked her to meet with him forty-five minutes before the pageant choir practice to work out a way to choose the soloists for âO Holy Night.â Before her surgery, Natalieâs mother, Terry, had found an arrangement that had male and female solo parts. Today, Terry had emailed him the names of potential soloists she and the choir directors of the other