doesnât involve you.â
âIt will if you donât return Kelseyâs notebook,â Ann Marie warns. â Now .â
âNo one tells me what to do,â Tyla scoffs. âI donât even know you.â
âAnd you donât want to.â When Tori puts her hands on her hips and juts out her chin, she seems even taller and tougher. âWe donât like you upsetting our friend.â
âKelseyâs an honorary Sparkler and one of my closest friends,â Tyla says in such a phony voice I want to vomit. âCanât you see we were just joking around?â
âKelsey isnât laughing.â Ann Marieâs scowl deepens.
âSome people need to grow a sense of humor.â Tyla rolls her eyes. âI wasnât really going to read her notebook.â
Ann Marie glares. âSo you wonât mind giving it back.â
âSure, sure.â Tyla flings the notebook at me.
I hug it to my chest and turn to Ann Marie and Tori. âThanks.â
Ann Marie leans close to whisper in my ear. âDump these glitter clones and sit with us.â
I glance at Becca, hurt that she didnât defend me. I donât want to stay where Iâm not welcome. But if I leave, I may never come backâthe ultimate win for Tyla. I shake my head at Ann Marie. âIâm okay here.â
âReally?â Tori scowls at the Sparklers.
âItâs just temporary.â I touch the borrowed crescent moon necklace Iâm wearing. âIâm only here to help out with the fund-raiser. Next week Iâll go back to sitting at our table.â
I watch Becca, hoping sheâll say I donât have to be âtemporary,â that I can sit with the Sparklers whenever I want. But sheâs looking down at her lunch tray as if cafeteria food is fascinating.
Ann Marie pats my shoulder. âStop by my house soon. Itâs been too long since youâve been over. Mom was asking whatâs up with you.â
âI will,â I promise as I zip my notebook securely in my backpack.
After Tori and Ann Marie leave, thereâs an awkward silence at our table. Sparklers chew and sip drinks, their gazes sliding away from me as if Iâve turned into a Medusa and one look will turn them into stone.
Finally Becca looks up from her tray and gives a nervous laugh.
âOookay. Letâs get back to fund-raiser business.â She taps her pencil against her food tray and looks around the table. âIâll start by making the booth schedule.â
Conversation resumes like everything is fine, and the cafeteria noisily buzzes back to life too. But something has changed ⦠me, I think. Iâm an outsider among strangers. When lunch ends, I hurry away without saying good-bye to Becca.
To avoid a repeat of the notebook keep-away game, I lock my notebook securely inside my locker, burying it beneath books and a sweater, then slam the locker shut.
Iâm still shaking like Iâm suffering from PTSD: post-Tyla stress disorder. I canât concentrate in my classes and mentally replay the lunchroom drama. My old friends stuck up for me, not my new ones. Not Becca.
Why didnât she try to help me? Does Tyla intimidate her that much? Or is she more loyal to the other girls than to me? She said I could trust her with my secretsâbut can I trust her with my friendship?
When my last class ends, Becca is waiting for me outside the door.
Anger and hurt steam inside me. I canât pretend that everything is okay.
But before I can speak, Becca says, âIâm really, really, really sorry.â
âYou should be,â I say as I walk away from her.
âLet me explain.â She follows, hurrying beside me. âPlease donât be mad.â
âFriends stick up for each other. You did nothing.â My backpack bounces on my back as I walk faster. âBut it doesnât matter now because Ann Marie and Tori