itâs what I want to do. Iâve actually never told anyone this before. Iâm not quite sure why Iâm telling you. I think it has to do with your proprietary interest in me.â
Toni studied him for a moment. âThat sounds really great. The thing that struck me about your work is that itâs not just the music, but the lyrics. They make you think. The music is beguiling, but the story you tell gets inside you.â
They stared at each other, both sensing they had stepped over some previously accepted boundary. This was treading into new territory â the personal.
Ned was the first to look away. âAh, everyone in show business dreams of doing something special. Might never happen, or never get performed, even if I do actually write it.â He gave an awkward smile. âGotta give it a go, right?â
They continued walking down the corridor, Toniâs hand supporting his bandaged arm. âYes, you do. You know what they say: you wonât know if you donât try. Yes, I think you should really stretch yourself. And this is the place to do it. I found that when you step outside the safe and the familiar, well, things happen. Besides, thereâs not a lot up here to distract you.â She gave a slightly embarrassed shrug and withdrew her hand. âNothing ventured, nothing gained, eh?â
Ned nodded. âCliché it may be, I have a nagging idea inside me. Which is why I figured Iâd take some time out,â he said. âI got the offer of a place, and Iâve got a bit of money saved, so I donât have to worry for a while as long as I donât live the high life, and I can see if I can make my idea work.â
âWell, you wonât be doing much else around here,â said Toni with a chuckle. Then she added softly, âGood luck. Go for it.â
*
The following day, as he stepped out of the air-conditioned hospital into the fresh warm air, moist breeze and brilliant sunshine, Ned felt as though heâd entered another world. He took a deep breath as he eased into a taxi, which drove him to the auto-repair shop to enquire about his bruised and battered car.
âThought youâd given her up, mate. I was thinking of flogging it,â said the mechanic with a grin.
âBeen in hospital. We both got a bit of a hammering.â
âSo the police told me. Hit something, did ya?â
âBirds. I swerved to miss them.â
âCripes, must have been bloody big ones to make you take such evasive action.â
âThere were a bunch of them picking at a dead cow. They were humungous. I thought if one came through the windscreen with a seven-foot wingspan and massive talons, Iâd be worse off than the car.â
The mechanic stared at him. âReally? Wedgies?â
âThere were wedge-tails, but I think there were other raptors as well.â
The mechanic scratched his chin. âCould be. Iâve heard that Brahminy kites and ospreys are hunting in-shore these days. Learned about roadkill. Reckon you were bloody lucky.â The mechanic led Ned to the back of the shop to the crippled remains of his car. âIâve got bad news about your vehicle. Itâs a complete write-off.â
Ned stared in dismay at the wreck. He shook his head then reached through the window to the glove box and found all his relevant papers. Perhaps not the safest of places to keep them, but being on the road wasnât conducive to order in his life.
âWhereâre ya headed?â asked the mechanic.
âThought Iâd chill in town for a bit while I sort out this mess.â
âGood place to spend time, Cooktown, but get out before the wet, thatâs when the place quietens down. You canât travel far then â not even the locals can. Youâre not looking for work?â Seeing Ned shake his head, the mechanic continued, âJust as well. Not much around, though we do get the odd backpacker
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