Chapter One
You know that feeling you get when everything seems to be right with the world? When the planets seem to be in alignment? One of those days when youâre actually running on time, your apartment is (relatively) clean, and you havenât gotten into an argument with your mother/ best friend/ boss/ therapist in at least a week? Thatâs exactly how I feel today.
And why not? Last spring, I survived my ex-boyfriendâs wedding with my dignity ever so slightly intact, and now Iâm engaged to a man I love, and working at a job that I donât hate. Which, as a lawyer in New York City, is really the most you can hope for.
Well, okay, so going to my ex-boyfriendâs wedding last spring wasnât really as easy as Iâm making it sound. Sure, I survived with my dignity ever so slightly intact, but only barely. You see, mere days before the wedding, my gorgeous Scottish boyfriend, Douglas, broke up with me and announced that he was getting engaged to someone else, but that was all right. I had a planâI simply took my friend Jack as my date instead. Okay, okay, I actually forced my best friend Jack to pretend to be Douglas, thus helping me to keep my dignity ever so slightly intact for the whole of Tripâs wedding, but it was really just a harmless little lie, you know? Who would ever be the wiser? Certainly not my ex, Trip, and definitely not my more recent ex, Douglas (wow, I have so many ex-boyfriends that Iâm confusing even myselfâ¦.). And Jack was such a good friend that he really didnât mind one bit. Not even a little. Anyway, how hard could it be to pretend to be Douglas?
Okay, okay, so Douglas was obsessively Scottish and planning to wear a kilt to my ex-boyfriendâs wedding, all of which I had warned said ex-boyfriend of in advance, so this littlecharade took slightly more than a name change, but how hard could it really be for Jack to don a kilt and a fake accent, right?
Well, it wasnât easy, but Jack was a trooper and we managed to go to Tripâs wedding, have a great time, and then, as an added bonus, fall madly in love. And now we are a bona fide couple, on our way towards marching down the aisle. See, sometimes the cliché is rightâevery cloud does have a silver lining.
Which is why this morning I didnât have a care in world about what I would wear for dinner tonight. Even though itâs a dinner with Trip, my ex-boyfriend. And his beautiful movie star wife, Ava Huang. Yes, that Ava Huang. The perfect Hollywood âItâ girl, Ava Huang. Who has an Academy Award nomination. And a royal title.
Not like Iâm jealous of her or anything.
I mean, whatâs to be jealous of? My fiancé, Jack, recently made partner at a large law firm in Manhattan. In many ways, I think thatâs harder to do than to get an Oscar nod. To get her nomination, all Ava had to do was play an autistic transvestite who was sexually abused as a child and grew up to cure cancer. And everyone knows that when a gorgeous actress does a role where she gets to look ugly, she gets an Oscar nod. Whereas Jack had to work twelve to fourteen hour days for nine years before they even considered him for partner. And, I mean, to be born royal, you only have to⦠well⦠be born, so working your butt off to make partner for years is certainly more impressive than that.
When I woke up and got dressed for work today, I didnât really give a second thought to what Iâd wear to dinner with my ex and his movie star wife. I mean, Iâm engaged now, so what does it really matter what Iâm wearing? Soon, Iâll be a married woman myself and Iâll be muchtoo busy being the normal well-adjusted wife that I am to worry about the little insecurities that I entertained when I was single.
I mean, when youâre an engaged woman, does it really matter what you wear for a weeknight after-work dinner? What do you have to prove, really? This is