when he got out of the shower, and forgot about it the rest of the day. But she could definitely tellâhe had actually parted his hair, sort of. He looked amazing. Great. He was all dolled up to see Cassidy.
She was suddenly aware of how awful she must look, with her hair in a sloppy ponytail, in her old sweatshirt and jeans. It just hadnât occurred to her that sheâd run into anyone she knew.
âHey, Boy!â said Molly, staring up at Nick. âAre you Lih-zyâs boyfwend?â
Lindsay cringed. âNo, heâs just my friend,â she said to Molly.
âCan you be the horsie?â demanded Kyle, who was four. He was pointing up at Nick.
Nick grinned and got down on all fours, allowing Kyleto climb onto his back. For the next half an hour, Lindsay was able to sit back on the couch and relax, watching Nick horseplay with the kids. He let them jump on him, hang from him, ride on him. He taught them card tricks. He showed them how he could stand on his head, and of course they all had to try, with varying degrees of success.
Finally, to settle them down, Lindsay put in a DVD for them. As the kids sat on the floor in front of the TV, entranced, she and Nick had a chance to sit down side-by-side on the comfy old couch.
Lindsay could feel the tension in the air between them, like a live electric wire she dared not touch. She was dying to ask him what he had thought of her presentation, and what gossip everyone was saying about her, and who was going to be at the party. But she couldnât summon the nerve. Maybe she didnât really want to know.
âI havenât heard you play piano in ages,â said Nick, breaking the silence. âYouâre really good, Linz. You should play in the orchestra or for one of the shows or something.â
Lindsay flushed. âThanks. But you know I hate playing in front of people. Plus I donât really broadcast it much around school. Itâs not exactly cool to brag about being able to play Chopin.â
Nick shrugged. âI think itâs really cool. And who cares?â
Lindsay nodded. She was remembering, in a big rush, why she liked Nick so much. He really didnât care if things were cool or not. They sat and watched a scene on the kidsâ DVD, showing two dogs in love with each other, sharing a plate of spaghetti by the light of a romantic moon. It was just a silly cartoon, but Lindsay felt her cheeks grow red watching it with Nick.
âSo I guess youâll be heading off to your party, huh?â said Lindsay finally.
âI guess.â
âWhy did you even come here?â she asked suddenly. The question came out like more of an accusation, even though Lindsay hadnât meant it to.
âBecause I, well, I felt like it,â he said, a little defensively.
âDoes everyone in the whole school hate me?â she asked in a tiny voice.
He looked at her, baffled. âWhat are you talking about?â
Did he really not know? âWell, for starters, I didnât even get invited to the party tonight.â
He rolled his eyes. âItâs a soccer team party, Linz,â he said patiently. âYou donât play soccer, remember?â
âYeah, well, thatâs not what I heard. I heard that itâs way more than a soccer party and that Cassidy invited all the cool kids and I know sheâs intentionally excluding me because she doesnât like me andââ
âLindsay, where are you getting all this bogus information?â asked Nick, looking genuinely perplexed. âCassidy is not excluding you. She likes you.â
Once again, Lindsay could feel her temper getting the better of her, and her words spilled out without her feeling like she could control what she was saying. âOh, yeah, right, as if,â she retorted. âShe is so stuck-up and mean and you know she was going around spreading rumors about me andââ
âHey,â he said. His face