the streets in tears â¦
âI hardly ever saw my brother. I
was off running with the local kids. They must have hauled us in to the police
station ten times. Then I was sent to work in a hardware store. My mother was always
crying, so I stayed away from home as much as I could. She liked all the old
neighbour women to come over so she could wail her heart out with them.
âI joined
the army when I was sixteen and asked to be sent to the Congo, but I only lasted a
month. For about a week I hid in Matadi, then I stowed away on a passenger steamer
bound for Europe. I got caught, served some time, escaped and made it to France,
where I worked at all sorts of jobs. Iâve gone starving hungry, slept in the
market here at Les Halles.
âI havenât always been on
the up and up, but I swear to you, Iâve buckled down and been clean for four
years. Iâm even married now! To a factory worker. Sheâs had to keep her
job because I donât earn much and sometimes thereâs nothing for
me â¦
âIâve never tried to go back
to Belgium. Someone told me that my mother died in a lunatic asylum but that my
fatherâs still alive. He never wanted to bother with us, though. He has a
second family.â
And the man gave a crooked smile, as if
to apologize.
âWhat about your
brother?â
âIt was different with him: Jean
was serious. He won a scholarship as a boy and went on to secondary school. When I
left Belgium for the Congo he was only thirteen, and I havenât seen him since.
I heard news now and again, whenever I ran into anyone from Liège. Some people took
an interest in him, and he went on to study at the university there. That was ten
years ago â¦Â After that, any Belgians I saw told me they didnât know
anything about him, that he must have gone abroad, because heâd dropped out of
sight.
âIt was a real shock to see the
photograph, and especially to think that heâd died in Bremen, under a false
name. You canât have any idea â¦Â Me, I got off to a bad start, I
messed up, did stupid things, but when I remember Jean,
at thirteen â¦Â He was like me, but steadier,
more serious, already reading poetry. He used to study all by himself at night,
reading by the light of candle ends he got from a sacristan. I was sure heâd
make it. Listen, even when he was little, he would never have been a street kid, not
at any price â and the neighbourhood bad boys even made fun of him!
âBut me, I was always short of
money, and I wasnât ashamed to hound my mother for it. She used to go without
to give me some â¦Â She adored us. At sixteen, you donât understand!
But now I can remember a time when I was mean to her simply because Iâd
promised some girl Iâd take her to the movies â¦Â Well, my mother had
no money. I cried, I threatened her! A charity had just got some medicines for her â
and she went and sold them.
âCan you understand? And now
itâs Jean whoâs dead, like that, up there, with someone elseâs
name! I donât know what he did. I cannot believe he went down the same wrong
road I did. You wouldnât believe it either if youâd known him as a
child â¦
âPlease, can you tell me
anything?â
But Maigret handed the manâs
passport back to him and asked, âIn Liège, do you know any Belloirs, Van
Dammes, Janins, Lombards?â
âA Belloir, yes: the father was a
doctor, in our neighbourhood. The son was a student. But they were well-to-do,
respectable people, out of my league.â
âAnd the others?â
âIâve heard the name Van
Damme before. I think there was a big grocery store in Rue de la Cathédrale by that
name. Oh, itâs so long ago now â¦â He seemed to hesitate.
And then
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