Since she printed more legibly than either Cassie or I, we elected her to make our little organization chart.
She divided the chart into columns: one for each floppy disc, with spaces for the files underneath. There was still plenty of room to add notes and comments. We were in business.
Cassie brought us a big pot of tea and some chocolate biscuits. She and Mother sat in front of the fire munching while I worked on the computer and Aggie lay comatose at their feet. Not even the possibility of falling cookie crumbs could rouse the exhausted puppy after her afternoon romp in the woods.
The disc I chose first had the lowest sequence of numbers written on the label. I had no idea what they meant and probably never would, but I had to start somewhere.
Disc number one turned out to be Ethanâs log book. The file manager only read that one location on the disc. The last entry had been the day of his arrest. It was a big file, and I had only just begun to read it, but it would have to wait until later.
âOh, Mom, by the way, Ethan said to tell you, âlook for the lambs.ââ
âWhat the hell does that mean?â
âWhat lambs, dear? Paisley, language, please.â
âI donât know, Gran. He couldnât explain with the Gestapo listening to our every word.â
âOkay! Mother, for what itâs worth, thatâs our first clue. Write it on the top of the poster in quotations.â
âI thought the abortion clinic in Morgantown was our first clue.â
âWhat abortion clinic? I thought this was about miscarriages and stillbirths, not about stupid people murdering babies.â
âIs that really how you feel, Cassie?â
I donât know why I was surprised at her attitude. After all, she had been brought up Catholic, like Rafeâs family.
âI certainly do! I cannot imagine anyone in their right mind having an abortion for any reason. Not even to save the motherâs life. The baby comes first.â
I saw Mother pulling herself up to give her little lecture. I tried to head it off at the pass. The last thing we needed tonight was an argument about abortion rights.
âI found the medical dictionary on the bookshelf today. Apparently the term âabortionâ is applied to fetal loss depending on the number of weeks from conception. Up until twenty weeks a fetus is âabortedâ either naturally or through intervention. After that it is âstillborn,ââ I added weakly.
Nobody was paying me any attention at all. Mother was sitting upright on the edge of her seat and just itching to sermonize. Cassie, however, was not yet ready to give up her soapbox.
âToo many females of my generation think of abortion as just another means of birth control. Itâs not birth control at all. Itâs murder due to lack of self-control.â
âYou certainly make a good point with that, dear, but donât you thinkâ¦â
âMurder plain and simple,â interrupted my darling daughter. âHave you ever seen a little fetus, Gran? It has tiny little hands andâ¦â
âCassie.â
ââ¦feet. What, Mom?â
âMother, you too. Letâs cool it, okay? If the Supreme Court has trouble with this decision, how in the world can you two hope to change each otherâs minds? Itâs way too emotional a subject for us right now, and it wonât help Ethan at all. Letâs put our energy into helping him.â
âCertainly, dear. Youâre right as usual.â
She smiled sweetlyâtoo sweetly, and continued, âCassandra, you could learn a few things from your elders.â
I tried again, âMother, could you please get us some more tea? The potâs gone cold.â
âNever mind, Mom! You canât cut her off that easily. Iâll get the tea so my âelderâ wonât wear herself out.â
âCassie, thatâs enough!â
âWell, I never! No