placing on taboo parts of my body.
An hour later after we were done committing our sins and had both showered, I noticed that Ameen was getting fully dressed and had slipped his Tims on. âWhere are you going?â I asked him.
He paused and then said, âUmm, I need to run by the church for my mother. Umm, I promised her I would deliver two dinners to the monks there.â
âMonks?â
âYou know what I mean. Whatâs that they call those people that head the church. The ushers.â
âYou mean the pastor?â
âYeah, him. I need to deliver two dinners to the pastor.â
âOkay, well, Iâm going with you.â I reached for my shoes.
âNah, it wonât take me long, Iâll be right back.â
âHow long?â
âAn hour.â
I hated that I felt like he was lying, but a part of me wanted to believe what he was saying was true. âAn hour?â I twisted my lips. âIf you say so,â I said, not wanting to start another argument.
âAn hour, baby, thatâs it.â He kissed me on the neck, picked up my car keys, and walked out the door.
When I knew for certain he was gone I started rummaging through his things. I guess he expected it, because I found nothing. After a while I felt stupid sitting there alone. I thought about leaving, but then again, how would I? Ameen had my ride.
I decided to forget it. Iâd wait it out and then when he came back Iâd let him know that I didnât appreciate him leaving me here like that. But then again, I really shouldnât have been worried because if he had another chick, how much attention was she really getting when I was in his room alone?
I picked up the remote to his TV and turned it on. Two hours later, Iâd had enough of MTV. I turned to look out his window, and out the corner of my eye I noticed my cell phone, which had been on vibrate, blinking. I picked the phone up and I had three missed calls, all from Asha. As soon as I decided Iâd call her back tomorrow, my cell phone was ringing again. âWhat, Asha?â I answered.
âWhere are you?â she asked. Her voice sounded as if she were in a hurry.
âWith Ameen.â
âYou are physically with Ameen?â she asked as if she didnât believe me.
âYes,â I continued, âweâre sitting here watching a movie.â
âWellââI heard her smirkââthis must be what we call ghetto twins because itâs some dude right here in Club Heated hanging on some busted bitch, feeling all over her and kissing her on the neck.â
I couldnât believe this. My heart started pounding. âWhat?â
âItâs nothinâ,â she said. âItâs obvious I have the wrong cat.â
âCome get me.â
âCome get you?â she screeched. âThen that means I have to pay twice to get up in here. Hell, no, catch the bus.â
âAsha, now is not the time to be frontinâ.â My heart was beating so fast I swore it would fall out my chest. âIâm at Ameenâs. Call me when youâre in front of the building.â
âYouâre lucky weâre friends,â she said, and then hung up.
Ten minutes later Asha was waiting outside. I stormed down the stairs and into Ashaâs car. âWhereâs Courtney?â I asked Asha as she pulled off.
âI left him at the club to keep an eye on Black Romeo. Plus he doesnât really have any money so it didnât make sense for both of us to pay twice.â
Asha kept talking about something but all I could think about was how the lump in my throat was due to explode. Somewhere inside of me I knew that Ameen was cheating. But then again he was with me practically every day, so when did he have time to cheat?
âYou know what, Asha,â I said as if we were in the midst of a conversation, âif Ameen is cheating on me then why doesnât he