altered acres, this artificial set. That was itâa movie set without the movie. Action to be provided by the customers.
I looked at Gayle, and she pressed her mouth together firmly so that her tattoo lines rippled.
Compared to the tremendous energy of disposable income, of investment capital or whatever that flows across Alaska, whatâs a weekly paper? I thought. We have to stay alive. We canât come down on our best patrons for minor offenses. Whoâs going to watchdog the big problems?
âTourism is the future,â I muttered. âThey need somewhere to sleep, those people.â
âWhat you get used to,â said Gayle. Blunt, not explaining herself. I didnât ask her to explain, either.
Instead, I threw a meal at the problem. When we got back to the Mercury I coaxed her next door to the Palate for a vegetarian burrito. In the parking lot of the sporting goods store, we studied a huge ice carving of a man and a dog skijoring. Ice art, excuseme, not ice carving. The skier bulged with crystal muscles. The dog leaped forward against the towline.
Now there was an idea. Why not take a short break from this forestry activism and get on down to the World Ice Art championships next week? Gayle could get Jack inside the Ice Park with her press pass. A dose of beauty would cheer us up. Jack would love all those medieval fantasies made larger than life. Tad Suliman had bragged that Judy Finch was carving a griffin; I said I couldnât remember what a griffin was, and he admitted to the same ignorance.
âI didnât tell her, but I went to the library and looked it up,â he said. âBody of a lion, head and front claws of an eagle. Soon as I saw the picture I remembered. Alice in Wonderland .â
âA soft topic, not hard news,â I said to Gayle over our lunch. âBut we owe it to ourselves. Ice art sells copies, too.â
âJack would like that,â she agreed. âI donât let him roam around much.â Did she look a little stressed?
âIt must be very difficult sometimes. How is everything going?â I said.
âItâs not like when we were kids and on our own all the time. I canât let that happen, especially not these days, in Fairbanks. Too dangerous. Iâm on him like a hawk. Iâm sure thatâs not good for him, Mom hovering all the time. But I canât bear to take a chance. I know what can happen.â
I had no knowledge of thisâhow it would be to watch out for someone else.
âWhat I see, Gayle, I think youâre doing a good job with a tough situation.â
âItâs not so tough. But itâs a little crowded at my house right now. My cousin moved out from Allakaket to stay with us for a bit, and sheâs still a kid. She likes to have a good timeâdoesnât have that out of her system yet. It makes me very nervousâ¦I knowitâs important for Jack to have these ties to the village, but sheâs not the kind of girl you want to look after your children, either.â
âCan she stay somewhere else?â
âI donât want to push her out. Eventually, she will.â
âGayle, are you overloaded? Donât let this get to be too much for you,â I said.
She finished her burrito, scraped up the last of the sauce and the cheese, licked her fork.
âI like to keep busy,â she said, âwhile Iâm thinking about things. I like myself better, when Iâm working.â
With that remark, a door slid partway open. I didnât know what to say in response, but it seemed Iâd been invited to know her a little bit better.
I paid for the lunch and we walked back to the office, past the skijoring pair, taking our time.
SIX
T HE NEXT FRIDAY, THE FIRST MORNING OF the big-block competition, Gayle and I went down to the Ice Park, where she intended to interview the sculptors at work. She would take Jack with her on Saturday, using her press