macaroni and
cheese. Jovan had also been kind to her, and she decided that she would teach him how to
control his gift. She couldn’t imagine the . . . horror . . . of being able to feel others’
emotions and not have any way to regulate it.
He groaned, and she let her fingers run through his blond hair. It was soft and slid
through her fingers with ease. Closing her eyes, she made sure that her own emotions
wouldn’t bleed into him causing him more distress.
Reaching for her hand, he clasped it in his own, and she watched as her small
fingers were swallowed up. She checked his face and noted that he seemed to still be
unconscious.
“I can’t feel you,” he whispered, drawing closer to her. After a moment, his head
was in her lap, and his arms encircled her waist. He seemed to be holding on to her for
dear life.
“I can’t feel you,” he whispered again.
She didn’t answer, just allowed him to hold her, her fingers moving methodically
through his hair.
Chapter 16
Jovan woke, unsure of where he was. He felt a softness below him, but it wasn’t
as plush as a mattress. Whatever he was holding felt like a lifeline, and he squeezed it
tighter.
Delicate fingers went through his hair, brushing down his cheeks, to his neck, and
back up again. When it hit him that he was actually being touched and not feeling any
emotions, he panicked for a moment, wondering if he was dead.
As he felt the gentle caresses, he knew that he wasn’t, but he was also aware that
he wasn’t ready to return to full consciousness.
SR44 was gone. There would never be any going back, any hope of that shattered.
He thought of his mother and father, and tremors of sadness wafted through him.
The wave of emotion that brought him to his knees had been so powerful. There
was anger and sadness, but the sadness far outweighed the anger. He imagined that Talin
and Cohen were particularly affected as both had lost their lovrens , or mates.
Two SR44 males who had just found out their mates were dead? Man, shit was
going to get ugly.
He opened his eyes and realized he was still on the floor of the dining room. His
lifeline was Liberty.
Slowly, he sat up.
“Hello, Jovan,” she said quietly.
“Hey,” he said, hearing the gravel in his voice. He felt like he had been on the
losing end of a MMA match; every fiber of his being hurt like hell. He moved to lean
against the wall, as he didn’t think he had the energy to keep upright. Liberty moved to sit
next to him.
“You don’t have control of your gift,” she said.
Jovan looked down at her, meeting the soft pink glow of her eyes. “Gift? I beg to
differ on that description, Liberty. But you’re right, I can’t control it at all.”
Her gaze moved to her hands in her lap. “If you would like, I can educate you on
how to control it.”
Jovan studied her. If his memory served him right, only about ten percent of the
SR44 population was born with the gift, or curse, depending on how you looked at it.
What were the odds that he was sitting next to another SR44 being with the same damn
gift? Slim to none.
“Seriously? You have it?”
She met his eyes again and lifted her chin in a regal way. “Yes, I do. I am in full
control of it and can teach you to do the same, if you desire.”
Jovan tried to think about a world where he wasn’t affected by others’ emotions, a
place where he couldn’t hear anyone’s thoughts, a time where he could just be a normal
guy. Well, as normal as a guy with glowing eyes could be. Would Liberty really be able to
free him from his self-imposed exile?
“That . . . would be great, Liberty. Even if I could just control it a little so I don’t
end up in a pile on the floor next time someone delivers bad news, I’d be happy.”
“Very well, Jovan. I’m honored to be able to assist a Warrior.” Liberty stood and
stuck her hand out to him. “Let me help you up.”
Jovan looked at the small hand and the little female
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