had a bad conscience,
His feet kicked out violently at the air.
I think Berrigan dug what I said,
For all the while he couldn’t stop grinning.
Then he gave me a big bear-hug,
Crushing me against his broad chest,
And holding me like this, he lifted me up,
And didn’t let go until we’d reached
The top of the stairwell, where he put me
Down by a glass cabinet containing
Some pamphlets by Tom Raworth,
Lion Lion,
Haiku, From the Hungarian
, then after
We’d looked at these for some minutes Berrigan
Turned to me and said: ‘Let’s split.’
CANTO XX
Now I must make punishment into poetry
To make the matter of the twentieth canto
Of the first chant, the one about the fallen.
Already, we had reached that spot from where
You can peer down into the pit of Al’s Bulge;
The floor, here, was sticky with tears,
And walking between the rows of books
Near Sociology and Demographics
I saw people go silent and weeping,
Like a funeral procession in our world.
When my sight descended lower on them
I saw that each was strangely distorted:
Their faces were twisted so that their chins
Rested on their backbones, and they shuffled backwards
To go forwards, gazing down at their own buttocks.
Perhaps there was a case of Freud’s – some forgotten
Hysteric whose hang-ups expressed themselves so,
But none that I’ve heard of.
Reader, if the theorists are correct, you
Need to be active in the construction of the text,
So imagine for yourself whether or not
I could keep my eyes dry, when I saw the
Human form so twisted, that weeping eyes
Streamed down to wash their own arses.
I wept, I couldn’t help myself, since having
A child I’ve gone soft like that.
I had to sit down next to one of the
Computer terminals, then Berrigan said:
‘Quit blubbing, the shades in this hole
Aren’t worth your tears, they’re mostly
Folk who were so tied up with growth charts
Or tea leaves they couldn’t see
What was happening in their own back yards.
Lift your head up, right up, see the
Seismologist for whom the earth
Split wide open while on a research trip
In Haiti. “Where you rushing off to
Doctor?” they cried, as he ran for home;
He kept running till he fell into a crevice
And into the hands of Landman, who gets them all.
See how he makes a chest of his back: because
He wished to see too far ahead he goes backwards.
And look, there’s Tiresias, the old devil,
You’ll have heard of him, he changed himself
From man to woman, altering his bits,
And later, he had to strike two serpents
Coiled together in the grass with his rod,
So that he could resume his man form.
The next one, with her back facing
Tiresias’ belly, is Mystic Meg,
She was a graduate in English at
The University of Leeds who claimed
To possess psychic powers – but she
Didn’t predict the Yorkshire Ripper.
And that one with her long red hair
Covering her breasts, and with her hairy
Parts protruding behind her, was Providence,
Who searched through many lands before
She ended up where I was born; let
Me tell you a little about her history.
After the death of her father, it’s said, she found
Herself alone and with a child in New England;
At that time single mothers were hunted down
Like witches, so she fled into the wilderness
Living for some years in the heart of a swamp
Where she dwelt amongst the Narragansett Indians,
Learning how to treat sickness with natural
Medicines, and how to tell when cold was coming.
Here her daughter secretly married a chieftain,
But they were discovered, then banished, and with the
Mother and some servants they set up a new
Settlement beyond the boundaries of the marsh,
Where the land was uncultivated and
Naked of inhabitants, declaring it a
Place of religious freedom and offering
Equal treatment to Indians and white folk.
There she stopped to practise her arts,
And there she lived
till her 130th