waiting.â
Marte Koster said rather plaintively, âBut how long, Commissioner?â
She looked woebegone. Jameson did not like her expression, and he did not like Koster. Sheer weight of Fleet seniority had earned her this choice assignment. There had been no valid reason to reject her, and he had not tried to do so. But he did not like her. He said, âI donât know how long you should wait. But as an exopsychologist youâre certainly aware that curiosity is a prime trait of sentient life. Theyâll come take a look at you sooner or later.â
She tapped the table restlessly and said, âIt might speed them up if we gave them more information. We could add to the beacon content.â
One of the disembodied voicesâan I&S man from Moriszâs officeâsaid immediately, âNo!â There was a pause during which he must have considered how his haste lookedâa little too paranoid, perhapsâand he added more smoothly, âIâm not an exopsychologist, but surely what weâve already told them is enough to stir up any reasoning creatureâs curiosity. What if we got a message out of nowhere from somebody identifying himself as an intelligent, oxygen-breathing biped? I know how weâd react. Wouldnât we, maâam?â
Koster said, âYou canât generalizeââ and was quickly interrupted. Jameson listened long enough to be sure the I&S man was carrying his point, and tuned out again.
The conference started to disintegrate, its business done. Jameson began to think of the long cool evening ahead, of catching up on his endless reading in the sweet-scented gardenof his nearby home. Presently Henriette would come to be beautiful and compliant over drinks at twilight, and later all warmth in the dark.
But once he looked again at Marte Koster, and wondered if she were making any use of the Dâneeran girl who was somewhere on
Endeavor.
A long time ago he had given Koster a gentle hint of the possibilities there. Too gentle perhaps; but his was a very private experiment.
Heartsong of the beast. We are (it sings) intelligent star-yearning star-earningâ¦.
We know. And knew. Eversought since one dayâs seekingâ¦.
Here. Here. Give no warning.
Waitâ¦
âWhat?â Hanna said.
âUmm?â
âDid you say something?â
âHeaven knows. I donât think so.â
âI thought you said something aboutââ Hanna fumbled uneasily. Water? Waiting? âNever mind,â she said.
âGood,â said Tamara. âDonât ask me to remember anything I said two seconds ago. Please.â
She sat on Hannaâs bunk with her capable hands, a little unsteady, wrapped around a mug of steaming coffee. There were hollows under her brown eyes, and the lids drooped from watching too many readouts that did not change. Signal Alpha now was twenty-four days in the past. Tamara had told Hanna that her ears were even wearier than her eyes; that she listened always for an audible voice, although it was absurd; that in her rest periods she lay still and awake because she could not stop listening. It had become her habit to meet Hanna in her short breaks from Communications, because Hanna knew little of the field. With Hanna, Tam could, she said, stop listening.
Hanna said, âThey set the damn meeting place. Theyâve got to be close.â
She sipped tea and waited for Tamara to say the next thing; they had had this conversation before.
Tamara said inevitably, âWell, maybe theyâre not.â
âHuh?â
âNot close.â
âAnd if theyâre not we either did something wrong orââ
âOr they never meant to show up at all.â
âWhich is ridiculous.â
âRidiculous.â
Tamara got up with a sigh. She said, âI guess itâs time to go back and make sure weâre set up for the conference.â
âWhat conference?â Hanna