over to the bleachers on the other side of the room, and in a minute Natalie came and sat beside me.
âAre you okay?â she asked.
âIâm fine,â I said.
âYou couldâve defended yourself.â
âI deserved it,â I said.
âNo, Emma, thatâs where youâre wrong.â
Someone stole my lunch. My locker had definitely been compromised, and I vowed to carry a bigger bag, so I wouldnât have to use it anymore. Anatole always packed loads too much, so Natalie shared with me.
We sat in the corner of the cafeteria, which was nothing like the cafeterias Iâd grown up with. It was more like a quaint dining room. There were no gray-haired lunch ladies slopping peas into trays, just the unscrewing of thermoses and quiet tinkling of silverware brought from home. Not wanting to call attention to myself, I answered Natalieâs forays into conversation with monosyllables. I was reminding myself of Bennett.
âI like the lemon dressing on the salad.â
âMm.â
âGood grapes.â
âYup.â
âWant some more chicken?â
âNope.â
âYouâre thinking about Bennett, arenât you?â
âMaybe.â
I glanced up and saw Sara and Harry frowning at me from across the room. They were backlit by the windows, and for once the sun was shining, making them look like avenging angels. I just couldnât take it anymore.
âIâve gotta go,â I told Natalie. I stood and helped her pack up the remains of the lunch, then started for the door.
I almost made it. I was three steps away when a foot came out from one of the tables and tripped me. I fell to my knees and, as though I was still six years old, I almost burst into tears.
âThis is pathetic,â Natalie said, standing and facing the rest of the cafeteria. âIâm only going to say this once. Emma is not responsible for Cobyâs death. He almost killed her by tying her to that torture device you people call a monument. She barely escaped, then Coby took his own life. She doesnât deserve this. Itâs not her fault heâs dead. Mourn him, but donât smite her. Coby wouldnât have wanted that.â
When sheâd finished, she led me from the room with her back erect and head high, like a queen having issued her edict.
âYou were awesome,â I said in the hallway outside. âIâve never heard anyone use the word smite .â
She grinned. âOld habits die hard.â Then she grew serious. âThis is going to blow over, Em. Things will get better.â
âI know,â I said.
But in Western Civ, someone had carved QBK into my desk. I just wished I knew when theyâd get better.
After school, I dragged my laptop into the museum kitchen. I bit into an apple and sat in the breakfast nook, scanning my messages. Hoping to hear from Bennett.
He hadnât e-mailed, of courseâbut Abby had. Which surprised me, because sheâd kind of deserted me. She was a ghostkeeper, too. Sort of. Weâd been best friends forever, until sheâd hooked up with Max last summer. Thatâs when sheâd discovered she could summon ghosts, though I didnât know at the time, because I was still in the dark about my own powers.
I guess Max had freaked out, accused Abby of stealing his powers, and dumped her. But Abby hated seeing ghosts, and was trying to lose her powers altogether. She was weak, so if anything, Max wouldâve absorbed her abilities. But theyâd both acted like drama queens, so that simple solution had never occurred to them.
Hey Emma,
I canât see ghosts anymore!!!
This cute guy knocked on my dorm-room door last night and offered to cure me. I kind of freaked out, because I didnât understand how he could know that I saw ghosts. But they were still coming to me in my dreams, and I was just desperate enough to believe him.
It worked, Emma. We held hands and he
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