sloppy.
I had a long day, okay?
Iâm sure Neos will wait until youâre fully rested to â
He shoved me across the parquet floor, then kicked my ankle with the edge of his boot. I grunted and stumbledâthen dropped under his flashing sword and sliced for his knee. His blade barely caught mine, and his eyebrow lifted fractionally again. Then he pushed me down with his knee and I rolled backward and sprang to my feet just in time to block another blow.
We sparred for an hour, back and forth across the floor, until my arms ached and my breath came in gasps. It was so much better than fencing class. I could grip the sword how I wanted, forget the rules, and practice with someone who actually knew what they were doing. Until I was exhausted.
Enough, enough , I said. Stop .
He sheathed his sword and stared at me, his aristocratic face full of disapproval. Iâd once checked the museumâs records for his death notice: 1792 at the age of forty-three. His wife had died during the birth of their second child, and heâd never married the other Emma. I guess that was enough to keep anyone grumpy in the afterlife.
What? I said, breathing heavily. Iâm having a bad day and Iâm tired.
This is nothing , he said. Iâm not trying to kill you. Not like Neos and his wraiths. You have to be prepared, Emma. I want you to live.
Unlike his Emma, the first Emma of Echo Point, whoâd tried to take her own life to save his. Heâd killed her, instead, because if a ghostkeeper kills herself, she doesnât die, but wanders the Beyond forever, her sanity slowly crumbling through eternity. Thatâs what happened to Neos.
There was another Emma , I said. Before yours. Sheâs woven into a tapestry at the Knell.
Iâm not surprised.
Why not? I was.
I suspect that you are ⦠not reborn, precisely. I think that a ghostkeeper of exceptional ability â and your face â arrives at the great turning points. Like right now, fighting for control of the Beyond.
I flopped onto the piano bench. But no pressure, right?
A great deal of pressure , he said, ignoring my sarcasm. And youâre losing focus. Youâre better than that.
Iâm tired. And now Bennettâs gone ⦠I bit my lip, trying not to cry. Do you think there was another Bennett, too? Before you? Did the Emma in the tapestry love another one of you? Were they doomed, as well?
He moved to lay a hand on mine, then stopped, knowing heâd burn me. You have to put that aside, Emma. Neos grows more powerful every day. You must learn to protect yourself.
I sighed. He was right. I stood and held my sword at the ready. Yeah, my aunt told me I need a weapon to focus my powers. Iâm not sure how Iâm going to get around with a sword, but itâs the only thing Iâve got.
To focus? he said. What do you mean?
So I told him the whole story about Rachel and the wraiths, plinking absently at the piano as he paced and listened.
When I finished, he shook his head. Youâre quick and agile, but you donât have the build for swordfighting. Youâre too small. A man will overpower you every time.
I wanted to argue. To sit him down and make him watch old episodes of Xena . But I wasnât exactly a warrior princess, and he was right, I hadnât been able to overpower Neos, because he was too strong in Cobyâs body.
The Rake put his boot on the bench beside me and reached inside for a hidden knife. What you need is a dagger . Itâll allow you to move close and fast, strengths not available to wraiths or Neos.
I reached for his knife, but he pulled it away. Not just any dagger â you need her dagger .
Emmaâs? Where is it?
He hesitated, and his eyes grew distant. The men who wanted to kill Emma hid her dagger in an unconsecrated cemetery, a mass grave for criminals and heathens.
So I need to ⦠dig it up? Gross.
Thatâs not the problem. The dagger is bait for a trap.