in first?â he asked. He stretched his arms over his head. âIâve been driving all day.â
âNo. This is important.â
Craig dropped his arms. âTilda, Iâve been on the road forââ
âPlease, Craig, it will only take a minute or two.â
He sighed. âOkay. Whatâs up?â
Tilda shot a look over her shoulder, but no one had appeared from the house. âLook, Craig, I was thinking. How about you move in with me? In South Portland. You can have Jonâs room. He wonât mind switching to the den, and heâll be moving away before long anyway, and thereâs plenty of room in the garage for your van. You know the neighborhood, you know how to get around, and you can be in the Old Port in ten minutes, maybe fifteen. You like to go to Rà Rá when youâre in town, right? Doesnât your old friend, the one from college, Jake somebody or other, tend bar there? Andââ
âTilda!â Craig put up his hands. âPlease, just stop.â
She stopped talking. She figured her brother needed a minute to take in her surprise offer. But Craig wasnât entirely surprised at his sisterâs offer. He knew she was afraid of growing old alone. He knew she was reluctant to meet another man and maybe start a relationship. He knew she saw him as her easy way out of a painful situation. He felt somewhat flattered by this. He also felt somewhat annoyed. It might not look like it but he had a life, too. He was fully aware that since Frankâs death his sister increasingly had been seeking his time and his presence. He knew she was lonely and he was more than willing to help around the house, especially with the chores Frank had once handled, but he also knew that she needed to stand on her own two feet.
âThanks, Tilda,â he said, with what he hoped was a kind, at least a patient, smile. âReally. Itâs a sweet offer. But you and me living together is just not a good idea. Trust me on this.â
âBut why not?â she said. âIt would be good for both of us. You could have a home base. Iâm not saying Iâd ask you never to travel and see your friends andââ
Craig reached out and squeezed his sisterâs shoulder. âIâm sorry, Tilda, really. Thanks for the offer. Itâs very generous. Now, Iâm sorry, but I really have to use the little boysâ room.â
Craig hurried off into the house and Tilda stood at the foot of the stairs alone, angry, hurt, but in the end not really surprised at Craigâs rejection of her offer. She knew it had been a pathetic cry for help, an act of cowardice and need, rather than an act of real generosity. Still, he might have pretended to consider the offer! He neednât have dismissed it so immediately! Tilda felt like a fool. She knew Craig was a kind person, and knew he would never mention their talk again. Still, she felt embarrassed.
Slowly, she went inside.
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âSmartinis!â
Tilda, who had rapidly deemed her earlier embarrassment unnecessary, and who very much wanted to enjoy her younger brotherâs company, was in the kitchen, as were Hannah, Susan, Adam, and Craig. Kat was taking a nap. Ruth had taken Cordelia and Cody into town with her to pick up more milk. The kids seemed to drink it by the gallon. Bill was in his room, reading.
Craig held a martini shaker in one hand and a bottle of vodka in the other. âWhoâs up for one of my specials?â
Tilda smiled. All the locals knew, and some remembered, that around 1947 the actor J. Scott Smart had come to liveâto preside, some would sayâin Ogunquit. At five of an evening he would stand in his doorway and with a cry of âSmartinis!â beckon his friends to cocktail hour.
âIâll have one,â Hannah said. âWith three olives, please. I need my veggies.â
âMe, too, but just one olive. Arenât olives a fruit? Tilda,