them along the edge of the dance floor. She already believed she could feel a pleasant drop in the temperature as they neared the opened French doors.
âBut you noticed.â Lydia realized that, only a few hours ago, she might have attempted to see more in his notice than was actually there. âDid the baron take ill?â
Tanner stepped over the low threshold that led onto the balcony, and then assisted her so that she wouldnât stumble. âIn some ways, yes, I suppose he did. An unexpected bout of conscience I believe. The evening hasnât been what he expected, although I canât say I know what he did expect.â
âHe has very sad eyes,â Lydia said as they turned to walk down the length of the balcony. It was a beautiful night, filled with stars. There were so few nights likethis in London. Having Tanner beside her made this one even more special.
âI should tell him you said so. Theyâd go well with his funereal black clothes and planned scowl.â
âExcuse me?â
âNothing,â Tanner said, stopping as they neared a shallow set of stone steps leading down into the darkened gardens. âShall we?â
There were other couples strolling the balcony, and a few had ventured down into the gardens. But as Tanner turned them to the right, along a side path lined with high hedges, they could have suddenly been alone in the center of the huge metropolis.
It was, she realized, the first time theyâd ever been alone. Really alone.
Her heart pounded in her chest and she willed it to slow its furious beat.
He wasnât hers, he couldnât be hers. He was as unattainable as Fitz, and her memories of that good man which seemed to soften and fade with each passing day. How she hated that. How sheâd hate seeing Tanner fade that same way.
They strolled slowly, her arm still in his.
âHe was uncomfortable, wasnât he?â she asked at last, feeling the need to fill the silence. Dear Lord, was she becoming Jasmine?
âJustin? Yes, he was. His welcome back to Society wasnât all heâd perhaps imagined it might be, considering that many of the supposed gentlemen here tonight didnât cavil at being friendly with him during the yearshe was in exile. I think it came as a shock to him. No one was more popular than Justin our first Seasons in town, more sought after.â
âAnd now he is a pariah. Two of my dance partners warned me away from him. The third felt the need to go into rather descriptive detail on the matter of the baronâs crime. And all three of them told me that you should be ashamed for having foisted such an unwelcome creature on the ton in general and on two innocent young women in particular. Actually, I think thatâs why they danced with me, so that I could deliver their messages to you.â
âBloody cowards.â Tanner led her to a wrought-iron bench at the side of the path and they sat down, facing each other in the moonlight. âIâm sorry, Lydia.â
She smiled slightly, and forced some gaiety into her voice. âOh, no, donât be. At first I thought this sudden popularity among the gentlemen might be traced to the gown, or to the fact that Nicole isnât here. I was rather relieved to learn that neither of those things was true. So you think Iâm right, that our dance partners were using Jasmine and me to convey a message to you, and through you, to the baron?â
âProbably, yes. Give me their names. Was one of them Lord Molton?â
She shook her head. âI wouldnât be so foolhardy as to tell you any of their names. Nicole would have left each one of them standing alone on the dance floor, not caring a whit that she was causing quite the scene. But Iâm not that courageous, Iâm afraid. I merely informedthem all in turn that I was not your guardian. I thought it a rather clever riposte at the time, but perhaps not.â
Tanner took her