man
with the city thrusting angles in his brain
is equal to her. To reach her he must tear it down.
Wherever lovely women are the city is undone,
its geometry broken in pieces and lifted,
its streets and corners fading like mist at sunrise
above groves and meadows and planted fields.
THE BIRTH (NEAR PORT WILLIAM)
They were into the lambing, up late.
Talking and smoking around their lantern,
they squatted in the barn door, left open
so the quiet of the winter night
diminished what they said. The chill
had begun to sink into their clothes.
Now and then they raised their hands
to breathe on them. The youngest one
yawned and shivered.
âDamn,â he said,
âIâd like to be asleep. Iâd like to be
curled up in a warm nest like an old
groundhog, and sleep till spring.â
âWhen I was your age, Billy, it wasnât
sleep I thought about,â Uncle Stanley said.
âLast few years here Iâve took to sleeping.â
And Raymond said: âTo sleep till spring
youâd have to have a trust in things
the way animals do. Been a long time,
I reckon, since people felt safe enough
to sleep more than a night. You might
wake up someplace you didnât go to sleep at.â
They hushed a while, as if to let the dark
brood on what they had said. Behind them
a sheep stirred in the bedding and coughed.
It was getting close to midnight.
Later they would move back along the row
of penned ewes, making sure the newborn
lambs were well dried, and had sucked,
and then they would go home cold to bed.
The barn stood between the ridgetop
and the woods along the bluff. Below
was the valley floor and the river
they could not see. They could hear
the wind dragging its underside
through the bare branches of the woods.
And suddenly the wind began to carry
a low singing. They looked across
the lantern at each otherâs eyes
and saw they all had heard. They stood,
their huge shadows rising up around them.
The night had changed. They were already
on their wayâdry leaves underfoot
and mud under the leavesâto another barn
on down along the woodsâ edge,
an old stripping room, where by the light
of the open stove door they saw the man,
and then the woman and the child
lying on a bed of straw on the dirt floor.
âWell, look a there,â the old man said.
âFirst time this ever happened here.â
And Billy, looking, and looking away,
said: âHowdy. Howdy. Bad night.â
And Raymond said: âThereâs a first
time, they say, for everything.â
And that
he thought, was as reassuring as anything
was likely to be, and as he needed it to be.
They did what they could. Not much.
They brought a piece of rug and some sacks
to ease the hard bed a little, and one
wedged three dollar bills into a crack
in the wall in a noticeable place.
And they stayed on, looking, looking away,
until finally the man said they were well
enough off, and should be left alone.
They went back to their sheep. For a while
longer they squatted by their lantern
and talked, tired, wanting sleep, yet stirred
by wonderâold Stanley too, though he would not
say so.
âDonât make no difference,â he said.
âTheyâll have âem anywhere. Looks like a man
would have a right to be born in bed, if not
die there, but he donât.â
âBut you heard
that singing in the wind,â Billy said.
âWhat about that?â
âGhosts. They do that way.â
âNot that way.â
âScared him, it did.â
The old man laughed. âWeâll have to hold
his damn hand for him, and lead him home.â
âIt donât even bother you,â Billy said.
âYou go right on just the same. But you heard.â
âNow that Iâm old I sleep in the dark.
That ainât what I used to do in it. I heard
something.â
âYou heard a good deal more
than youâll understand,â