while she put on the earrings.
âDo I look okay?â she asked in earnest.
âNo one will look at the bride.â
It was a cliché, but the way he said it made her feel beautiful.
The wedding was enchanting. For all the chaos beforehand, everything went smoothly, and the reception was filled with laughter and champagne. Mac disappeared with a group of men he hadnât seen in years, and for a few moments Karen was alone at a table.
âDo you know how to dance?â
Karen looked up at Mac. âWasnât that in your report about me? Or did your spies forget such unimportant things as dancing?â
With a laugh, he pulled her out of her chair and led her onto the dance floor. To say they danced splendidly together was an understatement.
Steve sailed by, his lovely bride, Catherine, in his arms, and told Mac he should keep âthis one.â
Mac smiled. âYou know that no woman wants me for long.â
After Steve had laughed and moved away, Karen frowned up at Mac. âWhy donât you tell them the truth? Everyone blames you for all the breakups.â
Mac pulled her closer into his arms. âBe careful, Mrs. Lawrence, it almost sounds as though youâre beginning to like me.â
âHa! All I want from you isââ
âA child,â he said softly. âYou want to have my child.â
âOnly because youâreââ
âWhat am I? Intelligent? A prince among men?â
âYouâre a reverse prince. When a woman kisses you, you turn into a frog.â
âI didnât with the first kiss. Want to try again?â
For a minute he looked down at her and she thought hewas going to kiss her again. But he didnât and she knew that her disappointment showed on her face.
Hours later she once again found herself alone in a room with Mac. When she returned from the bathroom wearing her chaste white nightgown, he was standing by the window, his back to her, looking out into the night.
âThe bathroom is yours,â she said.
âIâm going out,â he said firmly.
To her horror, Karen said, âWhy?â then put her hand to her mouth. What he did was none of her business. Stiffening her body, she forced a smile. âOf course.â She gave a great yawn. âSee you in the morning.â
Mac grabbed her shoulders. âKaren, itâs not what you think.â
âI have no right to think anything at all. Youâre free to do what you like.â
Quickly, he pulled her to him, and held her tightly. âIf I stay in this room tonight, Iâll make love to you. I know I will. I wonât be able to stop myself.â Without giving her a chance to reply, he left her alone in the room.
âRight,â Karen said to the closed door. âAnd next week it would be business as usual, the little fling with your typist forgotten. Better not to do anything that could get you sued.â
She went to bed and only went to sleep after she had vented her frustration on the thick pillow separating the two halves of the bed.
Hours later she was sleeping so soundly she didnât hear him return, slip into bed beside her or feel him press a soft kiss on her forehead before he himself tried to sleep.
Four
K AREN AWOKE C HRISTMAS MORNING TO SCREAMS. T HINKING the house was on fire, she flung back the covers and started to leave the bedâbut Macâs strong hand stopped her.
âKids,â he muttered, head buried in the pillow.
As the screaming increased, Karen pulled away from him, but his hand crept up her arm and pulled her down into the bed beside him. During the night the bolster pillow that separated them had slipped down (or been pushed) until it was nearer their knees.
Macâs hand crept upward into Karenâs hair. He still had his face buried, still wasnât looking at her, but she could see his black glossy hair, could feel his warmth. The room was dim and the noise outside their