that newsreaderâs wedding. Sheâs so lucky.â
âLucky? Why?â
Candice walked into the kitchen and switched on the kettle. âOh, I donât know. To go from the shy teenage tomboy you told me about to the woman she is now, I guess sheâs been lucky.â
âItâs not all luck.â
The instant he said it, he looked like he wanted to retract his statement. âReally? Why do you say that?â
The toaster popped and he plucked the hot toast out and onto a plate. âNo reason. It doesnât matter.â
âJack, tell me. I thought we had no secrets.â
âItâs not a secret, itâs just⦠I promised her I wouldnât tell anyone.â He placed the buttered toast on the table with jars of both vegemite and strawberry jam.
âYou mean Rachel? When did you promise her?â
âWhen we were kids. She told me something and made me promise not to tell anyone.â
âThat was a long time ago, Jack. You know I wonât tell anyone.â Candice placed the two steaming mugs of coffee on the table and slid into the seat. She watched Jackâs face as he grappled with his thoughts. Heâd obviously made up his mind, because by the time sheâd taken her first sip of coffee, the tangle of emotions that worried his forehead had disappeared.
âI was fifteen. Rachel had just turned fourteen. In fact it was her birthday. Weâd been hanging out at the shopping mall with our friends, like we usually did, and eventually there was just her and me left.â
Candice wondered if she was about to hear about Jackâs first sexual experience and suddenly felt foolish for pushing him into telling her.
He spread vegemite over his toast. âShe used to brag about her father all the time, how smart he was, the designer clothes he wore, stuff like that. Anyway, she told me theyâd beenâ¦sleeping together.â
âWhat? Oh, that poor girl.â Candice put her toast down. She wasnât hungry anymore.
âBut that wasnât the worst part. I told her to go to the police but she wouldnât. I couldnât understand, but Rachel said she actually wanted it. She said she was glad, because it meant he was finally interested in her.â
âDid you do anything?â
âRachel made me promise not to tell anyone, so I didnât. Maybe I should have.â
âDid she talk to you about it again?â
He nodded. âAbout six months later. She told me she was pregnant.â
âOh dear.â
âShe was distraught because she couldnât get hold of her father.â He looked at his hands in disbelief. âIâll never forget this. She actually thought heâd be happy about it. I tried to tell her he might not want the baby, but she wouldnât listen.â
âDid you tell anyone this time?â
âNo. A couple of weeks later she told me sheâd lost the baby, and I guess I just let it go. It wasnât until her sixteenth birthday, when she rocked up with a brand-new car, that I found out the real truth.â
Candice frowned as she waited for him to continue.
âRachel had contemplated running away, but then she realised that was exactly what her mum and dad wouldâve wanted. So she sought revenge instead. She videotaped her father demanding she get an abortion. She managed to get him to admit to everything heâd been doing to her and she recorded it all. Rachel had the abortion, but after that, whenever she wanted anything she just sent him another copy of the tape.â
âThatâs just terrible.â
âYeah. I wonder if she still has those tapes.â
Candice recalled the most recent picture of Rachel in the paper. Rachel could be a model, her smile radiated off the page. She didnât look like a woman who had ever suffered, let alone been through something so calculating and horrific. âShe seems completely in