you think itâs dangerous to get personally involved?â
The blue eyes narrowed. âDangerous? Pish-tush!â
âHow are they going to learn anything about feeling if they donât feel?â Carryl Cope was suddenly really involved, Lucy felt, almost angry. âThe trouble with all of you is that you have acquired a set of formulas that make it possible for you to reduce life to a mechanism. We are all a little in love with our teachers, and a very good thing too.â
Lucy felt an immense gulf between herself and these two powerful and powerfully unconscious women, the gulf of the generation, and she decided it was time to go. She got up, glancing at her watch. âI really must tear myself away,â she said awkwardly, not knowing quite how to leave. âThose freshman papers â¦â
âOh dear, must you? Just when things began to get tense,â Carryl Cope teased. âBut you have to sit down for five minutes. I want to speak of Jane Seaman before you go.â
Soâthat was it, the real reason behind the invitation. Carryl Cope had showed her hand at last.
âWhat about Jane?â Lucy said, still nettled and prickly, âshe appears to be everything one could possibly hope for in a student. And she makes no personal demands.â
âWeâve rubbed Lucy the wrong way,â Carryl Cope announced with a smile. âJane is enjoying your course very much, by the way.â
âItâs a grand class,â Lucy responded, glad for a change of subject. âThey keep me on my mettle. Jane is doing a paper on Melvilleâs viability as a subject for certain fashionable critical approaches. I must confess this seems to me pretty advanced stuff for her to undertake. The reading it will require is prodigious, but she seemed so very eager to have a try.â Then Lucy felt she must say one more thing about what had occurred earlier. âYou donât rub me the wrong way. Itâs just that I feel overwhelmed. I donât see how anyone can be a good teacher, let alone a great one. You canât win: either you care too much or too little; youâre too impersonal or too personal; you donât know enough or you bury the students in minutiae; you try to teach them to write an honest sentence, and then discover that what is involved is breaking a psychological block that can only be broken if you take on the role of psychoanalyst, parent, friendâGod knows what!â This passionate sally was greeted with laughter. âYou laugh, but itâs hell!â
âItâs all right,â Carryl said, still laughing. âWe all feel exactly as you do. The relation between student and teacher must be about the most complex and ill-defined there is.â
âAnd thatâs why youâre all so alive here,â Lucy said, mollified.
âOr all so dead! But I wonât let you go,â she added, as Lucy once more made a move, âwithout one word more. I do have the idea that Jane is pushing things a bit too hard.â
Lucy felt baffled and tired. âDo you think then I should suggest a less difficult subject for her paper?â
âNo.â Carryl Cope walked over to the windows to draw the curtains. âNo,â she said thoughtfully, âI just wish you would keep an eye on her.â
So even the brilliant student, the paragon, must be watched and tended like a plant, now stimulated by water and sunlight, now placed in the shade temporarily!
âIâll do what I can.â Lucy stood in the middle of the room, hesitating between shaking Olive Huntâs hand and waiting for Miss Cope, who was rummaging about at her desk.
âHere, let me just give you this, an advance copy of Appleton Essays . Have you seen it before? We are rather proud of this little publication. You might be interested in Janeâs analysis of The Iliad. â The closely printed, solemn-looking pamphlet was placed in Lucyâs