lake. Everyone was supposed to dress formally, according to rank, but Uncle Darian wore a plain tunic and sash of dark violet with hints of goldâthe Irad colorsâlong trousers, and riding boots.
The light on the kingâs face made him look very much like a grown version of Peitar, which was unsettling because I never really could think of him as an uncle, as family. At least Father did care for us in his way, despite his frowns and fusses. Uncle Darian was too remote, too cold, too dangerous in his moodsâtoo much
the king
and never
our uncle
.
He gave a careless wave toward the fine chairs.
Father was, as usual, clearly disturbed by the kingâs impatience with what he considered proper courtly manners. Or maybe it was because Uncle Darian was in a bad mood. Still, he sank into the chair with a grateful sigh and mopped his brow.
The light then shifted on my uncleâs stern face; it was our turn. I dropped my best curtsey. âGood evening, Uncle Darian.â And I retreated to the farthest chair.
Peitar bowed, also murmuring his greeting.
Uncle Darianâs mouth tightened. âPut that thing in the fire,â he said, gesturing at Peitarâs crutch. âLeaning on it will never make you straight. You are not yet too old to learn strength of will.â
Peitarâs expression did not change. He did as ordered. Then, as the crutch began to burn, he made his painful way to the chair next to mine.
The king turned his attention back to Father. âTasenja and his boy are here. Youâve explained?â I sat up straight as Father bowed his head in agreement. âDo you understand whatâs expected of you, Lilah?â
âYes, Uncle,â I bleated.
His brows contracted in a slight frown. âThe betrothal ceremony will take place next month, but you and the boy will meet now.â
I knew what he meant: he wanted us to meet in private now, in case I made a fuss. Though my last mistake had been made when I was barely old enough to talk, heâd clearly never forgotten it. I couldnât help but grimace.
He almost laughed as he said, âProspect of a betrothal turns your stomach?â
âSheâll do what sheâs told, Your Majesty,â Father said.
âYes, she will.â Uncle Darian pulled the cord for the steward. âBid Lord Tasenja and his son join us.â
Peitar caught my eye and lifted his chin:
Courage
, he was saying, plain as anything.
Meeting this boy didnât mean I was marrying himânow or ever. If Derek had his way, the choice would be never. Until then, I could play along. Wear a mask, as Peitar had said.
Lord Tasenja was vaguely familiarâshort and plump, with blond hair carefully curled at the sides and back.
The son was also short, blond, and stocky. He strutted forward and tossed back his wrist-lace before bowing expertly before Uncle Darian, and thenâin just the right degreeâto my father. Two half-bows for Peitar and me, and then he stood, courtly nose in the air.
At a look from my father, I rose and made my curtseys. Lord Tasenja surveyed me, from the hair bows trying to hold back curls that were already unraveling to my embroidered slippers, which had grown tight since our last visit here. He did not appear impressed.
âLilah Selenna,â Uncle Darian said, stripping all the etiquette out of the introductionâwhich was actually rather a relief. âInnon Tasenja.â
Their name, like ours, was the same as their holding. That meant a very old family.
âCome along,â my uncle said to the two fathers. âWe have much to discuss. Let them get acquainted.â Peitar trailed behind, one hand surreptitiously resting against the wall every time he had to put weight on the bad leg.
I sat down on the fine sofa and busied my hands with smoothing out my skirts. What my uncle had done to Peitar filled me with rage. But I had to hide that! Here was my future, standing three