chaps and a rhinestone shirt?â
Hands behind his head, Nick watched Peter go into a pose, one hip thrown out and his hands in his hair. Then he arched way back and let out an easy laugh. Where Sam was a runner, Nick thought, Peter was a dancer. Both so lean that the flesh on their stomach muscles stretched like a drum skin.
âAnd a Stetson and a dusty kerchief? No,â Nick said, aroused in spite of himself, and only three hours gone since Sam. âPretend youâre getting dressed to get picked up in a bar.â
âWell, Iâll wear my silk jersey number, then,â Peter said. He fell down on his side next to Nick and pulled Nick over on top of him as easily as if he had been pulling up a blanket. âNet stockings. Patent leather pumps.â
âNo, you wonât. T-shirt and Leviâs. Iâll get you some boots.â
âI have boots.â
âIâll get you some new ones.â
âYou want to fuck?â Peter said. It felt like they had just unpacked a trunk in a shipâs cabin, and clothes were everywhere about the room.
âI guess so,â Nick said, wrapping Peter in his arms and thinking he was just about to touch down again on earth. âI didnât think I wanted to.â
âWell, your problem is you think too much,â Peter said, willing to be unoriginal himself. âYou forget what you already know.â
âWhatâs that?â Nick asked. He needed just a hint, and now, because in a moment he was going to be somewhere else, just he and Peter together, and he wanted a thread of reason to bring him out the other side. Heâd spent the whole afternoon in a story, and he couldnât close the book as carelessly as he thought.
âJust stop thinking,â Peter said sweetly, as if he would love him no matter what, âand itâll come back to you.â
Rita, she said to herself long-windedly, if you want to get ahead, youâve got to figure out why it is some people canât leave you alone and the rest look through you as if you werenât there. It had been happening forever. She thought it was about time to start using it. Here was a good example: In Rusty Vardaâs house, she was thrice blessed because all of themâNick, Peter, and Heyâdelighted in her and sought out chances to feed her and drive her and do her errands. But it could have gone the other way, she knew, and then where would she be? Besides, Hey was the type who made it a mixed blessing, coming on so strong he seemed about to faint whenever they met. She inspired reactions that were too extreme; and, consequently, daily life, the merest ordinary commerce, wore her out. And she never knew from one hour to the next whether it would be sticks and stones or a ring of kisses waiting around the corner. People tore up her magazines in subways. They passed her joints in airplanes. She made a blip in difficult peopleâs radar, and they did their most difficult thing as they thundered by.
It crossed her mind again late Friday afternoon because Hey came in and fired a few rounds just as she was pulling herself together. Sheâd spent the day in the showrooms getting fabric samples for a list of upholstered pieces Peter had jotted down. She was fussy, and everything was ugly. Finally, sheâd curled up in the back seat of Peterâs Jaguar and doodled out a crewel design that really looked like a Rhode Island wing chair. She knew she couldnât spend her afternoons in parking lots. She had to make do with what was on the market. But she couldnât get out of her mind how everything ought to look, and four days of decorating let her know she wasnât going to be famous for sprightly solutions like red checked tablecloths done up as draperies. What kept her going was that, among Peterâs clients, money was no object. So if the marketplace was barren, they could always farm it out with their own design to a custom-maker and
Katlin Stack, Russell Barber