provided tumult. I will always preside over these stones, healthy and strong . . . years and worlds after Marie, Sabine, and the others laid their elderly necks upon a monstrous device and were beheaded. The manor and I are a perfect couple, in love endlessly.
Iâve so much more to tell you. I have plans, ideas. You
It just ended there. Mid-sentence.
My mouth was dry, and I felt incredible disquiet radiating through my body. I knew I should feel some sense of reliefâI had proof nowâbut that was the furthest thing from what I felt. Madame Arnaud had plans for me.
She was thinking about me. Plotting about me.
I was somehow her target just as much as Tabby was. What could she possibly want with me? I tried to control my shaking hands, to reach down and pick up the pages. I was going to gather them up in reverse order, so that the first page would be on the top of the pile, ready to hand to Mom and Steven to read. My fingers nearly touched the spidery script . . .
. . . and all of a sudden Miles was there.
I shrieked and stumbled up to stand, nearly stepping on the pages.
âSorry!â he said, spreading his hands wide like I was about to attack him. He came farther into the room and made a sheepish face. He was wearing black jeans and a close-fitting slate-colored henley shirt with the sleeves pushed up below his elbow.
âWhat are youâhow did you get here?â
âThere are lots of ways in,â he said. âI hadnât seen you for a while, so I thought Iâd come round.â
âDid my mom let you in? She knows youâre here?â
He shook his head, grinning. My jolting heart began a new rhythm, for a new reason.
âYou scared the crap out of me!â I said.
âSorry,â he said again.
I stared at him and realized he was a daredevil, an inch away from being an asshole if he wasnât so handsome. He was here to check up on the Madame Arnaud gossip, slipping in through a window like the mansion belonged to him. Like a common burglar. Heâd told me the legend and come to see how much it had scared me.
âLook at these,â I said, pointing to the array of papers on the floor.
âWhat are they?â
âRead them,â I said. âRead this one first.â I pointed to the one on the left, where the crescent of pages started.
He knelt to read while I studied his face. It was a nice chance to stare without him knowing. From this vantage point, his eyelashes were lush against the sturdy planes of his face. Confirmed: he was still ridiculously handsome.
He frowned. âYou wrote this?â
âNo. She did.â
âMadame Arnaud?â He looked up at me like I was a leper about to wipe my ooze onto him.
I was going to insist âYes,â but I thought about the research Iâd done with Bethany all those months ago, the sheet weâd written up with notes about schizophrenia. I paused. What was true?
âI didnât write it,â I said. But Mr. Pelkey would have loved it if you had, I thought.
âWhere did you find them?â
I swallowed, worrying I wouldnât be able to say anything coherent. It took everything I had not to walk out of the room and huddle in my lime green retreat. He could be a friend, I told myself. You need friends. I took a few calming breaths and explained automatic writing to him.
His eyes narrowed. âYou let her take over your body? Werenât you terrified?â
âI didnât even feel it,â I said. âBut youâre not supposed to. Youâre in a trance.â
I felt like an idiot talking about this in Stevenâs office. We were like two awkward actors in a badly blocked scene: no chairs available to us except the single one in front of Stevenâs desk. I knelt down so I was at least on the same level with him. His eyes flicked to mine, too close. âIâm not sure,â I said.
âAbout what?â
âAbout what happened. If