it did.â
He looked again at the pages. âYou couldnât have written this.â
âBut how can it be real?â
âHow can it be real,â he repeated. Some dawn of understanding showed in his eyes, and he looked sympathetic.
I was on the verge of telling him Iâd screamed in front of my mom while she was putting a Band-Aid on Tabby, and she hadnât reacted. I wanted to tell him about seeing Madame Arnaud in the old part of the house, that sheâd turned the doorknob and stalked me step by step. That I thought she had bent over my sister in her crib and maybe even . . . done what heâd said. Drank her blood.
âI get the feeling youâre reluctant to trust your senses,â he said.
âThatâthat is true,â I said. âThat is the most true thing Iâve heard in a long time.â
He smiled at me. âI believe you. And I believe this,â he said, gesturing to the pages.
âIf sheâs real,â I said, âmy sister is in real trouble. Sheâs only two.â
âJesus,â breathed Miles, his face growing serious instantly. âYou didnât tell me you had a little sister.â
âWell, and thereâs something even worse,â I said. I took a deep inhale and plunged in. I had to tell someoneâsomeone who would actually listen. âThis morning Tabby had some kind of injury on her arm.â
âFrom what?â
âI think from Madame Arnaud. I was there. I kind of saw it. I saw something. She came into my sisterâs room and she . . .â
âShe what?â
âI donât know. I couldnât watch.â
âYou mean . . . you think she was . . . ?â
I nodded.
âDid you show it to your parents?â
âMy momâs convinced itâs from an exposed nail on the crib.â
âBut you told her what happened?â
I hesitated. âMiles.â I wasnât sure I could bring myself to admit that either my mom had purposefully ignored me, or I had experienced a full-blown hallucination. Both options were devastating.
âYes?â
âMy family doesnât seem to listen to me anymore.â
A big silence fell.
âTheyâre punishing me for something that happened back in California, before we moved,â I said.
âPunishing you by ignoring you?â
It sounded barbaric, and completely unlike Mom and Steven. So, possibly the other thing was true. I swallowed hard, blinking back tears.
âMy parents do it, too,â he said.
I looked bleakly into his beautiful sapphire eyes, the same color as a ring Iâd begged Mom for (unsuccessfully) when I turned sixteen.
âWhat the hell?â I protested weakly. âHow could you do that to your own kid?â
âI thought at first they were just preoccupied. Then I figured out it must be some new parenting technique. They always read books and magazines to figure out how to handle me. I guess I was a little bit of a firecracker when I was younger.â He grinned, and the change was like a gift from the gods.
I seized on this explanation, seized on his mood. âYeah, maybe it is some kind of fad,â I said. âI remember Mom and Steven going to a lot of group meetings with other parents right before we moved.â
âTheyâre ganging up on us,â he said. âMaybe we should ignore them back.â
I laughed.
âBut they probably wouldnât notice,â he added. His eyes were so beautiful, crinkling at the edges as he laughed, his upper lip slightly crooked over his fantastic smile. I realized that not only was he very handsome, but that I liked him. In that way.
My breathing became shaky. I wondered if the way I was looking at him had changed, that he could tell what I was feeling. My stomach contracted, and I felt a lurch in my chest. He looked away.
âI have an idea,â he said abruptly. âDonât laugh, but we could go to the