Alaska.â
âIâll make spaghetti.â
âYouâre too stubborn for your own good.â
Later that afternoon when all was quiet, Bay called the garage.
âIrving.â
âHi, Dermot. Itâs me.â
âYes?â
âWould you like to come over for supper tonight?â
There was a long silence. âSorry, Bay. I have plans tonight.â
âOh, of course. Well, another time, perhaps.â
âRight. See ya.â He hung up.
Bay looked at her cellphone because she couldnât believe it. He blew her off, just like that. She put the phone in her purse and walked out to the small mirror in the back room. She looked long and hard at herself. Hazel eyes and pretty heart-shaped face, freckles across the bridge of her nose. She looked tired, but maybe if she put her hair up and tried some makeupâ¦
The thought that Dermot was fed up with her made her stomach knot. Dermot not being there was something that had never occurred to her, and the fact that it hadnât made her feel worse. She was the last person on earth who should take people for granted, since she knew only too well how fleeting life could be.
She needed to smarten up.
About everything.
Rain was falling when Bay left work. Before she closed up for the night, Tansyâs car appeared in front of the post office. Bay ran to it and hopped in.
âI knew youâd get soaked, walking home in this,â Tansy said.
âThanks.â
âWant to go out for supper? My treat.â
Bay leaned her head back against the car seat. âThat would be great, actually.â She looked over at her sister. âIâm glad youâre here, you know. Sorry Iâve been difficult.â
Tansy smiled and looked over her shoulder before she drove into the street. âThatâs okay.â
Bay looked out the side window. The rhythm of the wipers soothed her.
âAre you all right, Bay? I mean, do you feel okay?â
Bay watched the passing scenery, the familiar houses and stores of the town she grew up in. She knew it like the back of her hand, which was a blessing and a curse.
âI donât know if I feel anything.â
âAnd how long has this been going on?â
âSince Mom diedâ¦I miss her.â
âGod forbid I sound like an old busybody, but you should see a doctor.â
Bay swivelled her head to look at her sister. âWhat for?â
âI think youâre depressed.â
âNonsense. Iâm sad, thatâs all. Arenât I allowed to be sad?â
âYes, Bay. Youâre allowed to be sad, but believe it or not, youâre also allowed to be happy.â
Bay didnât say anything, so Tansy continued. âIf not for your sake, then for Ashleyâs. It hurts her to see you like this.â
âSo now youâre an expert on Ashley. That didnât take long.â
Tansy pulled up to the house and parked in the driveway. âIâve got eyes, havenât I? Look, letâs drop it. Run in and get Ashley and she can decide where weâll eat.â
Bay nodded, got out of the car, and disappeared around the corner. She went into the kitchen and hollered for her. A muffled âWhat?â came from the bedroom. Bay went to the bottom of the stairs.
âDo you want to go out for supper?â
âSure, can Matt come too?â
âYeah, weâll pick him up.â
Ashley and Matt appeared at the top of the stairs. âYou wonât have to. Heâs here.â
Bay gave her a look and Ashley gave her one back. Bayâs look said You know how I feel about Matt in your room and Ashleyâs said Lighten up, why do you always think the worst?
When Matt passed her on the stairs, he gave her a quick smile and rushed by, as if afraid sheâd reach out and grab him by the collar.
âYou better call your mom and tell her weâll bring you home after dinner.â
âOkay, thanks.â He