secretive by nature. If you donât leave her alone she can get very angry. Didnât you know that about her?â
âNo. She doesnât have a cell phone either?â
âSheâs one of the few people whoâs still holding out,â Henrietta said. âEven I have one. In fact, I donât see the need for the old-fashioned kind anymore. But thatâs neither here nor there. No, Anna doesnât have a cell phone.â
Henrietta stopped as if she had suddenly thought of something. Linda looked around the room. Someone had been crying. It hadnât occurred to her that it might have been Anna until Henrietta asked her if that was what she was doing, looking for her here. But it couldnât have been Anna, she thought. Why would she be crying? Sheâs not a person who cries very much. Once when we were girls she fell off the jungle gym and hurt herself. She cried that time, but itâs the only time I remember. Even when we both fell in love with Tomas I was the one who cried; she was just angry.
Linda looked at Henrietta, who was standing in a beam of light in the middle of the polished wooden floor. She had an angular profile, just like Anna.
âI donât get visitors very often,â she said suddenly, as if that was what had been foremost in her mind. âPeople avoid me just as I avoid them. I know they think Iâm eccentric. Thatâs what comes of living alone out in the country with only a greyhound for company, composing music no one wants to listen to. It doesnât help matters that Iâm still legally married to the man who left me twenty-four years ago.â
Linda sensed a tone of bitterness and loneliness in Henriettaâs voice.
âWhat are you working on right now?â
âPlease donât feel you have to make polite conversation. Why
did you drop by? Was it really that youâre still worried about Anna?â
âI borrowed her car. My grandfather used to live in these parts and I thought I would take a drive. Iâm feeling a little bored these days.â
âUntil you get to put on your uniform?â
âYes.â
Henrietta brought out a coffeepot and cups and set them on the table.
âI donât understand why an attractive girl like you would choose to become a police officer. Breaking up fights on the street, thatâs what I imagine it to be. I know there must be other aspects to the job, but thatâs what always comes to mind.â
She poured the coffee.
âBut perhaps youâre going to sit behind a desk,â she added.
âNo, Iâve been assigned to a patrol car and will probably be doing a lot of the work you would expect. Someone has to be prepared to jump into the fray.â
Henrietta leaned to the side with her hand tucked under her chin.
âAnd thatâs what youâre going to dedicate your life to?â
Her comments put Linda on the defensive, as if she were in danger of being contaminated by Henriettaâs bitterness.
âI donât know what looks have got to do with it. Iâm almost thirty and on good days Iâm generally happy with how I look, but Iâve never dreamed of being Miss Sweden. But more to the point, what would happen to our society if there were no police? My dad is a policeman and Iâve never had any reason to be ashamed of him.â
Henrietta shook her head.
âI didnât mean to hurt your feelings.â
Linda still felt angry. She felt a need to strike back, though she couldnât really say why.
âI thought I heard the sound of someone crying in here when I walked up to your house.â
Henrietta smiled.
âItâs a recording I have. Iâm working on a requiem and I mix my music with the sound of someone crying.â
âI donât even know what a requiem is.â
âA funeral mass. Thatâs almost all I write these days.â
Henrietta got up and walked over to the grand