laughed. âI havenât the same freedoms as a man, Jack. I canât pack my maid off to Egypt with me as if it were a trip to Bath.â Dulci bit into her meal with a ferocity that echoed her disapproval of such strictures.
âOf course not. Surely something can be arranged. There are guidebooks and tours these days. Youâd hardly be alone.â
Dulci shook her head and made a face. âI donât want to travel with a tour. It would be in credibly boring, visiting all the same places everyone else visits. I want to explore. Youâve seen land no Englishman has ever seen. Itâs simply not fair. You got to because youâre a man.â Dulci sighed and sank back against her chair. âYou donât know how lucky you are, Jack. Your life is portable, your body is portable. I wager you could walk out this door and be on a ship to anywhere by the tide, or a mail coach within minutes of leaving my house.â
Dulciâs eyes burned with a need so intense Jack felt it sear him deep inside. Shame on society for having no idea or tolerance for such a fire. Inside the walls of her brotherâs house, she could wear trousers and fence,write her articles, collect her artefacts. But not beyond. Outside Brandonâs home, she was trapped by societyâs rules and by her sex.
âIs that why you havenât married?â Jack took an educated guess. Dulci could no more bear half a life for herself than she could half-measures from anyone else.
âWhatever does that have to do with anything?â Dulciâs answer was sharp and defensive. He didnât blame her. His comment sounded entirely non sequitur , only it wasnât. He could see the connection. Marriage would take her out of Brandonâs house, out of the only place she had any freedom. Jack loved women, but he was heartily glad heâd not been born one. He wanted to say something that would comfort her, but he could not give her empty words. She would know they were just that.
âFor your information, I havenât married because I havenât met the right man.â Dulci took a defiant bite. Jack fought a smile. It wasnât anyone who could convey all manner of message by simply eating.
Jack wasnât ready to let the conversation go. It was proving to be far too interesting. âThe right man would beâ¦â Jack let his words fall off.
âOut there somewhere.â Dulci fluttered a hand. Not the answer he was looking for. Heâd been hoping for a list of itemised qualities. âI am in no hurry. I have no reason to marry.â She fixed him with a pointed stare. âUnlike yourself. What are you now, Jack? Mid-thirties? You need an heir for that new title of yours.â
âSame reasons as yours, I suspect.â The conversation was suddenly not as interesting as it had been. Thoughts of an heir and how they were begot had aroused him. He set down his plate and rose. âCome and show me theVenezuelan items. It is why you brought me up here, isnât it?â he charmed shamelessly. âOr is this a new rendition of showing off the etchings?â
Dulci led him to the long work table beneath the windows. The items were laid out by groupings, some already tagged with notes lying beside them. âThese are cooking implements from what I can tellâa metate , a pestle.â Dulci reached for a book nearby on the table and turned to a marked page. âThe items match the drawings here and the brief description.â She showed Jack the page. âIâd like to know more, though. These items suggest a certain diet and they rule out the presence of other foods. One can grind grains and seeds with these, but I have yet to find any tools that would be good for meat dishes. It tells me these people donât eat meat at all or at least very little.â She stopped herself. âI didnât mean to go on. Am I boring you?â
âHardly.â He