announced, her face prettily flushed, as she hurried in from the kitchen. âLetâs round up these kids. Rafe?â
âJasonâs asleep. I already put him down.â
âIâll get Layla.â Shane shot Savannah a wicked grin. âItâs going to take Jared at least five minutes to haul you up from the couch.â
âJared, make sure you punch him after we eat.â
âDone,â Jared assured his wife, and rose to help her up.
As exits went, it was a noisy one, as was the meal that followed. The big dining room, with its tall windows, held them all comfortably, the long cherrywood table generous enough to make room for the necessary high chairs.
The choice of spaghetti with marinara sauce, platters of antipasto and crusty bread was, Rebecca thought, inspired. There was enough for an army, and the troops dug in.
She wasnât used to family meals, to spilled milk, scattershot conversations, arguments, or the general, friendly mess of it all. It made her feel like an observer again, butnot unhappily so. A new experience, she thought, one to be enjoyed, as well as assessed.
She found it oddly stimulating that, while not everyone talked about the same things, they usually talked at the same time. Both toddlers smeared sauce lavishly on themselves and over their trays. More than once during the meal, she felt the warm brush of fur against her legs as the dog searched hopefully for dropped noodles or handouts.
She couldnât quite keep up as conversations veered from baseball to the late-summer harvest, from teething to town gossip, with a variety of unconnected subjects in between.
It dazzled her.
Her memories of family dinners were of quiet, structured affairs. One topic of conversation was introduced and discussed calmly and in depth for the course of the meal, and the meal would last precisely one hour. Like a class, Rebecca mused now. A well-organized, well-constructed and well-ordered classâat the end of which she would be firmly dismissed to attend to her other studies.
As the careless confusion swirled around her, she found herself miserably unhappy with the memory.
âEat.â
âWhat?â Distracted, she turned her head and found a forkful of pasta at her lips. Automatically she opened her mouth and accepted it.
âThat was easy.â Shane rolled another forkful, held it out. âTry again.â
âI can feed myself, thanks.â Struggling with embarrassment, she scooped up spaghetti.
âYou werenât,â he pointed out. âYou were too busy looking around like youâd just landed on an alien planet.â He reached for the wine bottle and topped off her glass before she could stop him. She never drank more than twoglasses in an evening. âIs that what the MacKades look like, from a scientific viewpoint?â
âThey look interesting,â she said coolly. âFrom any viewpoint. How does it feel to be a member of such a dynamic family?â
âNever thought about it.â
âEveryone thinks of family, where they come from, how they fit in, or donât.â
âItâs just the way it is.â Shane helped himself to another generous serving from the communal pot.
âBut, as the youngest, youâdââ
âAre you analyzing me, Doc? Donât we need a couch and a fifty-minute clock?â
âIâm just making conversation.â Somehow, she realized, sheâd gotten out of rhythm. And sheâd been doing so well. She made an effort to settle herself, took a slow sip of wine. âWhy donât you tell me about this hay youâre going to mow?â
He angled his head. He knew when a woman was yanking his chain, and he knew how to tug back. âIâll have the mower out tomorrow. You can come on by and see for yourself. Maybe lend a hand. I can always use an extra pair of armsâeven skinny ones.â
âThat sounds fascinating, but Iâm