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swallowed when she did it.
    I released him from my mouth and licked at my lips, finding the taste unusual but strangely rousing.
    ‘Why’d you swallow?’ Jason asked softly. 
    ‘Huh?’ I said, distracted. ‘Well...where else would I put it?’
    He smiled then. He really did have a beautiful smile and my heart expanded in my chest as my cock thrummed in my pants. This was all new to me.
    I stood up slowly and pressed against him, pushing him into the wall. His jeans were still down his legs, leaving him exposed, vulnerable. I liked having it this way. I bent my head to kiss him but he turned his mouth away.
    ‘Is this what you wanted, then?’
    ‘Mm, yes,’ I answered, hands snaking up his shoulders, touching at his face. ‘Half, anyway.’  I couldn’t stop myself, I kissed him, tongue dipping into his mouth.
    He let me kiss him a moment longer then turned his face away and gently pushed me back.
    ‘Hey, slow down, OK?’ he said, a note of irritation creeping in. I backed off, worried I'd annoyed him.
    I watched him pull his jeans back up. I was sad about that but thrilled at having this new bit of history between us. Jason looked at me and I couldn’t read his expression. He looked unsure suddenly, maybe as unsure as I looked too.
    ‘I’ve got your money,’ I offered, hoping that would please him.
    He nodded. ‘I thought you said ‘twice’?’
    ‘Um...yeah,’ I conceded.
    ‘What did you mean?’
    ‘Well,’ I looked down shyly. ‘That was one. And like before...for er, me. Well, that would be two.’
    ‘And you’re giving me how much exactly?’
    I knew instantly he meant money. ‘Well I’ve got three hundred. If you wanna...you know.’ I trailed off, not sure how to put into words what I wanted.
    ‘OK,’ he answered without hesitation.
    I looked up, surprised, pleased. I unbuttoned my pants for him, and he knelt in front of me now. I leant against what I think was a desk as his hot mouth enveloped me. I wondered next time if we could find somewhere I could lie down. I’d really like to lie down when he did this.
    I weaved my fingers through his hair as he sucked on me, and I came again.
    Third time, I thought. That was the third time in his mouth. I gave him the three hundred dollars. He tucked it into his pocket. I figured this was the end of the evening now, though I didn’t want it to be. ‘Can I see you again?’ I asked.
    ‘Why, you going?’
    ‘Yeah I...thought you’d want me to?’ I said as I looked at him, silently pleading.
    Jason shrugged. ‘Stay if you want, doesn’t bother me.’
    It wasn’t quite the reply I’d wanted but it was close enough.
    I stayed at the party. Jason told me to wait a few minutes then follow him back in, unless we wanted everyone to know, he added.
    From the sly look AJ gave me when I returned, I figured he'd already guessed.
    I never asked Jason why he had sent me round to AJ’s that night. I knew it was a set up, I reasoned that he must have been testing me or trying to teach me a lesson. What lesson it was I had no idea, but I didn’t have any desire to get it on with AJ. As nice as he was.
    They were all pretty cool actually, even if they did continually pester me into having a drink, or having a smoke. Just to shut them up I gave in and accepted some second hand smoke from Cat, but it made me cough.
    Wasn’t as bad as I was expecting though. I stayed quite late, not realizing the time. I tried not to stare at Jason too much, but I just wanted to catch his eye every now and then. I couldn’t help it.
     

Chapter 5
    I started hanging out with Jason’s friends. In a way I had to, to be near him. But I didn’t mind. They were cool I guess, and they accepted me. I was careful not to let my other friends know. I told them I had chores to do, or homework to finish. I saw the guys for football practice anyway. They didn’t know I was hanging out with a bunch of kids who smoked pot and listened to the strangest music I’d ever heard.
    I