wanted more, the one gift
reserved for another creation.
Whatever you hoped,
you will not find yourselves in the garden,
among the growing plants.
Your lives are not circular like theirs:
your lives are the birdâs flight
which begins and ends in stillnessâ
which begins and ends, in form echoing
this arc from the white birch
to the apple tree.
THE GARDEN
I couldnât do it again,
I can hardly bear to look at itâ
in the garden, in light rain
the young couple planting
a row of peas, as though
no one has ever done this before,
the great difficulties have never as yet
been faced and solvedâ
They cannot see themselves,
in fresh dirt, starting up
without perspective,
the hills behind them pale green, clouded with flowersâ
She wants to stop;
he wants to get to the end,
to stay with the thingâ
Look at her, touching his cheek
to make a truce, her fingers
cool with spring rain;
in thin grass, bursts of purple crocusâ
even here, even at the beginning of love,
her hand leaving his face makes
an image of departure
and they think
they are free to overlook
this sadness.
THE HAWTHORN TREE
Side by side, not
hand in hand: I watch you
walking in the summer gardenâthings
that canât move
learn to see; I do not need
to chase you through
the garden; human beings leave
signs of feeling
everywhere, flowers
scattered on the dirt path, all
white and gold, some
lifted a little by
the evening wind; I do not need
to follow where you are now,
deep in the poisonous field, to know
the cause of your flight, human
passion or rage: for what else
would you let drop
all you have gathered?
LOVE IN MOONLIGHT
Sometimes a man or woman forces his despair
on another person, which is called
baring the heart, alternatively, baring the soulâ
meaning for this moment they acquired soulsâ
outside, a summer evening, a whole world
thrown away on the moon: groups of silver forms
which might be buildings or trees, the narrow garden
where the cat hides, rolling on its back in the dust,
the rose, the coreopsis, and, in the dark, the gold
           dome of the capitol
converted to an alloy of moonlight, shape
without detail, the myth, the archetype, the soul
filled with fire that is moonlight really, taken
from another source, and briefly
shining as the moon shines: stone or not,
the moon is still that much of a living thing.
APRIL
No oneâs despair is like my despairâ
You have no place in this garden
thinking such things, producing
the tiresome outward signs; the man
pointedly weeding an entire forest,
the woman limping, refusing to change clothes
or wash her hair.
Do you suppose I care
if you speak to one another?
But I mean you to know
I expected better of two creatures
who were given minds: if not
that you would actually care for each other
at least that you would understand
grief is distributed
between you, among all your kind, for me
to know you, as deep blue
marks the wild scilla, white
the wood violet.
VIOLETS
Because in our world
something is always hidden,
small and white,
small and what you call
pure, we do not grieve
as you grieve, dear
suffering master; you
are no more lost
than we are, under
the hawthorn tree, the hawthorn holding
balanced trays of pearls: what
has brought you among us
who would teach you, though
you kneel and weep,
clasping your great hands,
in all your greatness knowing
nothing of the soulâs nature,
which is never to die: poor sad god,
either you never have one
or you never lose one.
WITCHGRASS
Something
comes into the world unwelcome
calling disorder, disorderâ
If you hate me so much
donât bother to give me
a name: do you need
one more slur
in your language, another
way to blame
one tribe for everythingâ
as we both know,
if you worship
one god, you only need
one enemyâ
Iâm not the enemy.
Only