this. This is why youâre my BFF.â
She smirks and rolls her eyes. âYeah, right. I know. Iâll pick you up in two hours. Be ready or youâll be late for your shift.â
âThanks, Mom.â
She shoves me into the door.
Iâm on the ice just after practice starts. The guys are already racing up and down the rink. I step over the threshold, and ease into the movement. My muscles are tight, but itâs not bad. I extend my legs and try to take longer strides. Skating with all the gear is easier today, too.
âHey, Blades!â Jake gives me a thumbs-up. âLooking good.â
Some of them look surprised to see me again, but tiny Jimmy Flores gives me a shy wave and then stumbles. Mark Temple nods a greeting.
I put my head down and focus on the drill. Skating back and forth from the blue line to the red line.
During a break, I stretch out my legs on the bench.
Jimmy nudges me. âAre we really going to start winning now that youâre playing with us?â
âI have no idea.â I try to laugh it off, but his face is dead serious. âNo pressure or anything. I hope youâre not all putting your hopes and dreams on me.â
He shrugs. âCoach thinks youâre going to bring us luck.â
âSeriously?â
Out on the rink, Temple takes a shot and Carter completely misses the block. All of us on the bench cheer for Templeâs goal. When the noise dies down, Jimmy is still waiting for an answer.
I think about lying to him, but I surprise myself. âProbably not. But so far Iâm having a good time, if that counts for anything.â
If Coach is putting all his faith in my ability, heâs deluded. Or heâs remembering my dadâs glory days with a little too much rapture.
Jimmy nods, kicking the leg of the bench. âWell, for what itâs worth, having fun is good. But itâs nice to win, too. So I hear.â
On Thursday, a freshman Iâve never seen before high-fives me in front of my locker. Two minutes later, a tall kid salutes me without saying a word.
Caroline Chapman stops loading her backpack and looks at me.
I ignore her and call out to Lori across the hall. âDid my dad air another one of those old commercials?â Iâm racking my brain to figure out what Iâve done to get so much attention.
She stares at me from across the hall. âDuh. Pen. Hockey much? Rink Rats.â
I smack my palm against my forehead. I canât believe I didnât recognize the guys from the team without all their gear.
When Ethan Carter slaps me on the back and says, âGreat practice yesterday,â Caroline canât keep her mouth shut any longer. Heâs a fashion crime on two feet, wearing a black corduroy jacket over an old concert T-shirt.
âWhat the hell have you been doing, Penelope?â This is Carolineâs golden chance to butt her nose into my business.
We all turn and watch Carter walk into the bathroom. Caroline hits my arm. âAre you suddenly the mascot for Team Reject?â
âWhat are you talking about?â Iâm oddly elated at the thought of the guys giving me respect. Iâm just embarrassed I didnât recognize some of them. I donât know how to put it into words, but it feels good to be treated like part of the team. Yesterday was better than the first practice, almost like theyâd accepted meâeveryone except Johnson.
When Jimmy Flores nervously skitters by and sort of half waves before running down the hallway, Carolineâs eyebrows are halfway up her forehead. If I donât meet her eyes, I can pretend sheâs not staring at me with a mixture of awe and revulsion.
A minute later, Jake Gomes strides toward us, his dimples on high beam. Yesterday, under all his hockey stuff, I couldnât see the wave in his hair or the way his eyes sort of sparkle.
He punches me on the shoulder. âIâm wicked glad you decided to play;