It was an ending, an ending with all that blood on the snow.â
âHe wanted to threaten you, through Simon.â Flynnâs face hardened. âItâs not going to happen. Weâre not going to let him.â
âI think thatâs part of it. Trying to scare me, using Simon to do it. And I think thatâs one of the reasons he yanked me out of the last one, too, and told me to choose. I can tell you, as soon as I came back, saw Moe standing there growling, I was up and in Simonâs room like a shot.â
And shaking like a leaf, she remembered now. âBut he was just all sprawled out the way he gets, one leg hanging off the bed and the blankets all wrapped around the other. I swear, that boy canât be still even when heâs sleeping.â
âHe was using Simon as another symbol.â Brad poured coffee, and since she hadnât taken any for herself as yet, handed a mug to her.
Her gaze met his as she nodded, as the fear fluttered at the base of her throat. âThatâs what I worked out of it, too.â
âA symbol for what?â Dana demanded. âHer life?â
âHer life, yeah,â Brad replied. âAnd her soul. Choose. Comfort, tedium, or the loss of everything she is. He threw down the gauntlet.â
âHe did. But I thinkâI wonder if he doesnât know Simonâs safe. Maybe he canât see that heâs protected and that it wonât do him any good to try to threaten me that way.â
âYou could be right. But,â Brad continued, âIâd say heâll find out soon enough, then look for something else to use on you.â
âAs long as itâs not my baby. Anyway, what happened made me think harder about the clue. It pissed me off,â she said with a quick laugh. âSo I spent more time trying to work it out. I had this idea that maybe the Valleyâs like my forest.The different things Iâve done or selected are like the paths.â
âNot bad,â Dana told her.
âIt was something to work on. I took an hour early this morning and drove around, sort of tripping down memory lane. Trying to see it the way I did when I first came, and track how things changed for me.â
âOr how you changed them,â Brad put in.
âYes.â Pleased, she gave him one of her rare smiles. âI donât know if itâs the right direction, but Iâm putting together places and, well, events, I guess, that seem important to me personally. If I gather them up in my head maybe one will stand out. If I start heading the right way, it seems to me Kane wonât like it. Then Iâll know.â
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IT was hard to imagine herself in a pitched battle with anyone, much less a sorcerer. But she wasnât going to back down at the first punch. If there was one thing she knew how to do, Zoe determined, it was how to stick it out.
Maybe she wouldnât find the key, but it wouldnât be because she hadnât looked.
She spent Sunday evening plowing through notes, scanning the books theyâd collected on Celtic myths, and tiptoeing her way around the Internet on the laptop Flynn lent her.
She didnât know if she learned anything new, but the exercise helped line up what she did know.
The key, wherever it was, would be personal to her. It would relate to her life, or to what she wanted out of life. And in the end, it would come down to a choice. Though her friends, one or all of them, might be connected to it, she would be the only one able to make the choice.
So what did she want? Zoe asked herself as she prepared for bed. An afternoon in a hammock? Sometimes it was just as simple as that. To know sheâd shoved her way out of the door of that trailer and moved on? No question about that.And that sheâd found her way out of that terrifying forest, and given her child not only life but a good life.
She needed to know those things, and to know that she would