keep building that life for Simon, and herself. She needed Indulgence to be a success. That was partly pride.
Her mother had always said she was too proud.
Maybe she had been, and maybe that pride had made things harder than they might have been. But it had also carried her through the hard times.
She hadnât gotten everything sheâd dreamed of, but what she had would do just fine.
She turned off the light. If there was a pang that there was no one there, in the dark, she could turn to, there was the satisfaction, even the pride, of knowing she could always rely on herself.
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SHE was working upstairs at Indulgence the next day, screwing the hardware onto her completed stations, when she heard the shouts from below. Excited shouts, she noted immediately, not distressed ones. So she finished the station she was working on before going down to see what was causing the commotion.
Following the voices, she walked into Danaâs section, then let out a shout of her own when she saw the book display rack lining one wall and the two huge cartons in the middle of the floor.
âThey came! Your shelves came. Oh, they look great. You were right to go with these. They look so good with your colors.â
âThey do, donât they? Iâve got the diagram I worked out, the one I changed six dozen times. But Iâm wondering if I should switch the kidsâ section with the nonfiction.â
âWhy donât we just open the next one, put it where you have it planned, then see?â Malory wielded her box cutter.
The deliveryman wheeled in the next carton. âLady, where do you want this one?â
âOh, God,â was all Dana could manage.
âJust leave it here,â Zoe told him. âWeâll figure it out. How many did you get?â she asked Dana.
âA lot. Maybe too many, but I wanted to be sure I could showcase everything the way I had in my head. But now . . . Jesus, my heartâs pounding. Is it excitement? Is it terror? You be the judge.â
âItâs excitement.â Gleefully, Malory ripped open another carton. âCome on, letâs get this one set up, too. Letâs get them all set up, then youâll see how wonderful it is.â
âItâs real,â Dana murmured as yet another carton was wheeled in. âItâs really real. Itâs not just going to be empty rooms now.â
âShelves, books, tables, chairs.â Zoe tore cardboard away. âIn a few weeks weâll sit down in here and have our first cup of tea.â
âYeah.â Bracing herself, Dana helped them move the next section into place. âThen weâll wander over and admire all the pretty things in Maloryâs gallery.â
âAnd finish it off with a tour of Zoeâs salon.â Malory stepped back. âLook what weâve done already. Can you get over what weâve done?â
Zoe looked at the next carton to come in. âRight now, I canât get over what weâre about to do. Get that box cutter going, Mal. Weâve got work to do.â
They were still carrying bookcases when the next delivery truck pulled up.
âItâs from HomeMakers.â Malory looked back at them from the window. âAre we expecting a delivery from HomeMakers today?â
âWeâve got some things on order,â Zoe told her. âI didnât think any of it was in yet. Iâll go check.â
She went to the front door and met the driver on the porch. âThis Indulgence?â he asked her.
Hearing someone else say the name made her feel so good inside. âIt will be.â
âGot some windows on the truck.â He handed her the invoice to check. âGot a list here, which oneâs weâre replacing. If thatâs right, weâll get started. Weâll have them in for you today.â
âIn? We didnât order installation, just the windows.â
âInstallation comes