Free Delsie by Joan Smith

poker up, pinch in his nostrils and say “Indeed?” when a neighbor from the far side of the hill began a discussion on her shock at reading of the affair in the papers. She knew Jane was also busy visualizing dead rats, for she would hear all about it after the company had left.
    Few questions were directed to herself, and those that were, she fielded easily enough, for she wore a downcast, bewildered face, and the quizzing was not severe.
    The periods with Bobbie were joyful. Such a blessed relief to have the throng of children to which she was accustomed, mostly rowdy boys too, reduced to one fairly well behaved girl, who already looked to her as a surrogate mother, and was beginning to run to her with her secrets and problems. Time was found for a few walks in the afternoon with her stepdaughter, to further the acquaintance.
    When the callers were done with, the family would gather back at the Dower House to sit and gossip and even—it seemed incredible—to laugh occasionally. This, in her private thoughts, Delsie considered the happy hour. With the day’s duties done, she could relax. She had quickly come to the stage where she was perfectly at ease with Lady Jane, and no longer on tenterhooks with deVigne, though they still addressed each other formally, with always that “Mrs. Grayshott” irking her. Then there was dinner, a formal meal, whose elegancies she was able to appreciate now as she had not on that first, dreadful day of her wedding.
    She had been married on Sunday. The funeral was Thursday. On Friday the idyll was over. DeVigne came over after breakfast to take her to the Cottage, her new home. “I’ll tell Miss Milne to prepare Bobbie’s things,” she said, and excused herself.
    “I’m sorry to see them go,” Lady Jane said to her nephew. “It was good to have a spot of company. Harold is as dumb as a dog, unless I let him talk my ear off about Rome or Greece. It was a wise move, Max, to push this marriage.”
    “It seems to be working out very well for us. I can’t imagine Mrs. Grayshott will be as happy at the Cottage as she has been here with you.”
    “How happy can she have been in Questnow? What a strange, lonely life the girl has led. Little things she says betray her, you know, like how pleasant it is to have company for her meals. She must have eaten all alone, I suppose, since her mama’s passing. Imagine that ninny of a Harold having known Strothingham all along and not telling us. We might have made her acquaintance years ago.”
    “She was living in a very mean sort of an apartment. Remarkable she is so refined.”
    “I was happily surprised with her liveliness. I had not suspected vivacity from her, for she was such a dowdy little dresser, but she is very conversable. I like her excessively.”
    The widow soon returned below with Bobbie and Miss Milne, the three of them to be taken in deVigne’s carriage to the Cottage. Once there, he did no more than make her acquainted with her housekeeper before leaving, saying he would return later in the day.
    “You will find plenty to keep you busy,” he said, glancing around at the somber surroundings. “But I shan’t volunteer any suggestions, knowing you like to make your own decisions.” This was said in a rallying tone, but it did not rally her. She felt utterly depressed, and the large beef-faced woman standing before her in a soiled apron did nothing to cheer her up.
    “I’ll take my leave now, Mrs. Grayshott,” deVigne bowed, and went to the door. Delsie looked helplessly to the governess and Bobbie, fast disappearing up the stairs, then after deVigne. She took a step after him, wishing she could run right out the door and go back to the Dower House. As she realized what she had done, she continued after him, as though, it had been her intention to accompany him to the front door.
    “Don’t despair,” he said in a kindly tone. “This was used to be a fine and attractive home a few years ago, when my sister was