if I tell you a bit about me?â
Gráinne shrugged again.
âIf you like.â
âWell,â said her mother. âYou know I live in New York.â
Gráinne nodded. But this was weird.
âWhere?â she said.
âWhere, what?â
âWhere in New York?â said Gráinne.
âManhattan,â said her mother. âThe Upper West
Side.â
Gráinne nodded. Sheâd imagined herself there. All her
life sheâd seen herself walking down one of the streets.
Or, since sheâd found out where her mother lived.
âWhat number street?â she said.
âOne hundred and sixteenth,â said her mother. âAnd Amsterdam.â
She lived near the corner of one hundred and
sixteenth Street and Amsterdam Avenue. Streets
across, avenues up and down. Gráinne had seen maps
of New York on the internet. Sheâd printed one out. It
was on her bedroom wall.
âDo you live in an apartment?â she asked.
âYes,â said her mother. âThey donât have houses like
here.â
Gráinne nodded.
âOn your own?â she said.
It was out. It was like the table had fallen away and
there was nothing to lean on.
âIâm sorry?â said her mother.
âDo you, like â do you live on your own?â
âNo,â said her mother. âNo, I donât.â
She was blushing.
âI was going to tell you other things first,â she said.
âThe good news, then the bad news,â said Gráinne.
âNo,â said her mother. âJust â God.â
She clutched her collar. She let go of it.
âMaybe I shouldnât have come,â she said. âThis isnât
what I expected.â
âWhat did you expect?â said Gráinne.
âI donât know,â said her mother.
âYou thought it would be easy.â
âNo,â said her mother. âNot really. But, yes.â
âMe too,â said Gráinne. âI thought it wouldnât
matter what you said, or anything.â
Her mother nodded.
âI thought weâd have to just see each other,â said
Gráinne. âIâve always thought that.â
âHow long?â
âAlways,â said Gráinne.
She watched her mother cry. She watched her wipe
her eyes.
âI donât like the way you talk,â said Gráinne.
She watched her mother.
âI donât think youâre honest,â said Gráinne. âI
thought it would be different.â
She gulped back. She knew she wouldnât cry.
âI thought it would make sense. When I saw you.â
Her mother nodded. She wiped her eyes again.
âWill we start again?â she said.
âThatâs not honest either,â said Gráinne. âItâs just crap.â
She stood up. She took her bag off the floor. She
walked out.
She walked down the street. She didnât look back. She didnât hear anything. She walked to the bus stop. She waited. It was cold. Her mother hadnât followed her.
She got on the bus. She went home.
Her dad was at work. She went up to her room. She
shut the door. She put on her headphones.
She wouldnât hear the bell. She wouldnât hear
the phone.
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CHAPTER SEVEN
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It was dark now. It seemed like ages since theyâd left,
even a different day. But it hadnât been very long. It
just felt like that. The boys were tired, even though
theyâd done nothing. The fresh air did it; that was
what their mother said. Theyâd been gulping down the
freshest air theyâd ever tasted. They couldnât stop
yawning.
They went along the tracks theyâd made that
morning. The tracks were hardened, and icy. It was
getting even colder.
The dogs hadnât slowed a bit. They were still flying,
little steps. Ears up, and tails in the air. One of the
dogs had pooed while he ran. His bum was near the
ground but he kept moving
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