morning world spread out before my eyes appeared as beautiful to me as if I saw
it for the first time. Everything I saw made upon me a delightful impression of friendliness,
of goodliness, and of youth. I quickly forgot that up in my room I had only just a
moment before been brooding gloomily over a blank sheet of paper. All sorrow, all
pain, and all grave thoughts were as vanished, although I vividly sensed a certain
seriousness, a tone, still before me and behind me. I was tense with eager expectation
of whatever might encounter me or cross my way on my walk. My steps were measured
and calm, and, as far as I know, I presented, as I went on my way, a fairly dignified
appearance. My feelings I like to conceal from the eyes of my fellow men, of course
without any fearful strain to do so—such strain I would consider a great error, and
a mighty stupidity. I had not yet gone twenty or thirty steps over a broad and crowded
square, when Professor Meili, a foremost authority, brushed by me. Incontrovertible
power in person, serious, ceremonial, and majestical, Professor Meili trod his way;
in his hand he held an unbendable scientific walking stick, which infused me with
dread, reverence, and esteem. Professor Meili’s nose was a stern, imperative, sharp
eagle- or hawk-nose, and his mouth was juridically clamped tight and squeezed shut.
The famous scholar’s gait was like an iron law; world history and the afterglow of
long-gone heroic deeds flashed out of Professor Meili’s adamant eyes, secreted behind
his bushy brows. His hat was like an irremovable ruler. Secret rulers are the most
proud and most implacable. Yet, on the whole, Professor Meili carried himself with
a tenderness, as if he needed in no way whatsoever to make apparent what quantities
of power and gravity he personified, and his figure appeared to me, in spite of all
its severity and adamance, sympathetic, because I permitted myself the thought that
men who do not smile in a sweet and beautiful way are honorable and trustworthy. As
is well known, there are rascals who play at being kind and good, but who have a terrible
talent for smiling, obligingly and politely, over the crimes which they commit.
I catch a glimpse of a bookseller and of a book shop; likewise soon, as I guess and
observe, a bakery with braggart gold lettering comes in for mention and regard. But
first I have a priest, or parson, to record. A bicycling town chemist cycles with
kind and weighty face close by the walker, namely, myself, similarly, a regimental
or staff doctor. An unassuming pedestrian should not remain unconsidered, or unrecorded;
for he asks me politely to mention him. This is a bric-à-brac vendor and rag collector
who has become rich. Young boys and girls race around in the sunlight, free and unrestrained.
“Let them be unrestrained as they are,” I mused. “Age one day will terrify and bridle
them. Only too soon, alas!” A dog refreshes itself in the water of a fountain. Swallows,
it seems to me, twitter in the blue air. One or two elegant ladies in astonishingly
short skirts and astoundingly fine high-colored bootees make themselves, I hope, certainly
as conspicuous as anything else. Two summer or straw hats catch my eye. The thing
about the straw hats is this: it is that I suddenly see two hats in the bright, gentle
air, and under the hats stand two fairly prosperous-looking gentlemen, who seem to
be bidding each other good morning by means of an elegant, courteous doffing and waving
of hats. The hats at this occasion are evidently more important than their wearers
and owners. Nevertheless, the writer is very humbly asked to be wary of such definitely
superfluous mockery and fooling. He is called upon to behave with sobriety, and it
is hoped that he understands this, once and for all.
As now an extremely splendid, abundant book shop came pleasantly under my eye, and
I felt the impulse