describe what Iâm going to do if itâs the first time and I donât have to worry about going too far. The safe word is there so they can yell, âPlease stop,â and know I wonât, but be sure Iâll stop when thatâs what they really want.â
âThat sounds reasonable,â Carla said, still catching her breath after the phone call.
âAlso, no heavy drinking, although a glass or two loosens things up. No drugs of any kind and, as you know, I insist that my friends use condoms. He can have seventeen blood tests or whatever, but condoms are mandatory. Period.â
Carla nodded. Everything that Ronnie said seemed, if anything, overly cautious.
âYouâre still interested, arenât you?â Ronnie said.
Carla took a deep breath. âAfter that phone call,â she said, âmore than ever. But Iâm a little apprehensive about where to start.â
âI have a suggestion,â Ronnie said, stretching out on the sofa and crossing her long legs at the ankles. âAn old friend called me a few weeks ago. His nameâs Bryce and Iâve known him for over a year.â
Carla had learned in college that Ronnieâs particularly delightful, slightly mischievous smile meant that she was deeply involved in hatching an inventive plot. When Ronnie didnât continue, Carla said, âAndâ¦.â
Ronnie picked up the glass of wine from the table next to her and took a sip. âHeâs had an ongoing fantasy about wedding nights and seduction. Heâs heavily into romance, music, wine, all that.â Carla could see the dreamy look in Ronnieâs eyes. âHeâs also into a bit of control, which I think youâll find irresistable. And heâs dynamite in bed, a deliciously creative man who gets his satisfaction from giving as well as taking pleasure. Weâve spent some memorable nights together.â
âHe sounds too good to be true. Is he married? And if he is, why does his wife let him out of her sight?â
âHis wife died several years ago and part of the reason he plays with me is that heâs surrounded with matchmaking friends who bombard him with suitable women. I think that, when heâs with me, heâs comfortable. We have wonderful times together, great sex, and there are no strings, no commitments.â Ronnie smiled. âI hope you donât mind but we talked about you.â
âYou knew that I was going to do this, didnât you.â
âYouâre not expert at hiding your feelings, and I know you pretty well.â
Carla smiled and pulled on her jeans. âYou certainly used to, and after that game we just played with Rick Holloway, you know me even better.â
Ronnie laughed. âTrue. Anyway, I think heâd be a wonderful first time for you. Heâd love it and, I can guarantee, so would you.â
âIt sounds like heâs your friend.â
âHeâs a special man, but heâs just a friend. And I think youâd enjoy being together.â
âButâ¦.â
âListen, Carla. I donât know whether you should do this at all. I understand myself and Iâve been doing what I do for almost four years. I love it.â
âI know you do. Iâve given this entire situation a lot of thought and, well, it titillates me. Iâve told you that I donât know much about off-center sex, but I know that I want to find out more.â
âAnd, of course, you can call things off at any time and go back to Bronxville and sell real estate,â responded Ronnie. Each woman wrinkled her nose.
The phone rang and Ronnie and Carla listened as the answering machine picked up. âThis is Black Enterprises. Please leave a message at the sound of the beep, and thanks for calling.â
âHi, Ronnie and Snow White, this is Rick Holloway. Youâre probably both listening right now so I wanted to tell you that I feel great. Iâm