the glass, onto the street, and eventually out into the sea. I donât need to hold on to any of it.
I see an unread comment from Pegasus Girl on my latest blog post. I rush to open it.
Hey, GO!
So nice to hear from you! How did the concert go?
I know EXACTLY how you feel about your friend. Iâm going through kind of the same thing over here. A friend really wronged me, and I just donât know if I can ever forgive her. But I think you have to offer people second chances. Even if younever become the best friends you once were, because now youâre older, wiser, and wonât make the same mistake twice, itâs better to have a friend than an enemy. Plus, you donât need that kind of negativity in your life! Accept the apology, but also accept that you wonât be the friends you once were.
PG xx
I quickly type a reply.
Thanks for your advice. How can I describe the concert? It was kind of a disaster. I had a panic attack in the audience and had to leave before BB had even finished his set.
But the one good thing that came out of it was that it gave my friend the chance to apologize. Iâm not sure that I can ever trust her again, but it feels like a weight has lifted now that I donât have to look over my shoulder at every turn, wondering what sheâs going to do next.
Iâm about to go to sleep, because tomorrow . . . Iâm getting on a plane to Berlin! Iâm nervous and excited all at once. Iâm still using Wikiâs tips on how to combat anxiety. Ocean Strong is going to be on board! Iâm also taking my mumâs favourite cardie with me to wrap up in.
Iâll keep you up to date on everything that happens!
GO xx
Iâm just about to log off when an email pops up on my screen. I wonder if itâs a notification saying Pegasus Girl has replied super quickly. I hate leaving an email unanswered, so I open it . . . but the email address isnât one that I recognize.
From: TheRealTruth
To: Penny Porter
Subject: Enjoy it while it lasts . . .
ATTACHMENT: image_1051.jpg
The email itself is blank, but I can see a small thumbnail of the image and immediately my stomach turns in on itself. I feel like Iâm going to be sick. I double-click on the attachment and up pops a photograph of Noah and me.
My mind begins to race. Is this a paparazzi shot? Or one of Noahâs crazy fans?
But then I realize itâs the selfie that I took earlier in the car.
The one on my phone.
Chapter Twelve
My heart beats faster inside my chest and my pulse quickens, but I take a big, deep breath. I am not going to let some phone thief bully me into panicking about this. I know exactly who I can turn to in this situation. I gather my laptop in my arms and run down the flight of stairs that lead from my cosy attic room and knock frantically on Tomâs door.
âYeah?â Iâm surprised he can hear me knock over the thrumming bass of his favourite dubstep music, but heâs very attuned to any disturbance of his privacy.
âItâs me.â I push open the door and see my brother at his computer. He spends so much of his time there that Iâm surprised there isnât a permanent indent in his desk chair.
âEverything OK, Pen-pen?â He takes off his head-phones.
I bring my laptop over to him and show him the picture. âThis was taken from my phoneâthe one that was stolen at the concert. Look at the subject line. I think someone wants to use it against me?â
Tomâs body language shifts from relaxed to tense, like heâs gearing up for a fight. âOK, first of all, have you called your provider? They can shut down the phone remotely.â
I nod. âYeah, I did that about ten minutes after I lost it. But I havenât done anything else . . . I guess I was still holding out hope that someone would find it and hand it in.â
He grabs his phone and starts dialling a number.