the strongest point.â
He studied her for a long time, she thought. Turning it all over in his mind, looking for answers. âAnd youâve been finding these sinceâWhen did you finish your training?â
âNineteen hundred and eighty-eight.â
âOver twenty years ago? Then why doesnât anyone know about this?â
âAnyone? Or you?â Alice watched acknowledgment touch his expression, and continued, âThere are some who know. Anyone who has cared to ask me, or who has come across the photographs in the Archivesââ
âThese are in the library?â he said mournfully, as if already grieving over the two decades heâd not known of their existence.
âPerhaps if youâd ventured into the corner I usually inhabit, youâd have come across them.â
Unexpectedly, he grinned. âWell, now that you donât freak me out, maybe I will. Youâve been working on them alone all this time?â
She shook her head. âOnly since the Ascension. Before that, I had a team of novices to assist me.â
âOh,â he said, and winced. âYeah. Sorry.â
If her spine had been rigid before, now it became a steel bar. Sheâd forgotten about the stories the novices told. One was that sheâd helped a few of her students to âAscendâ with her blade, but vanished the bodies.
What the novices said didnât matterâmuch of it had probably arisen out of their boredom in the years after the Ascension and before theyâd moved to San Francisco. It was the truth the stories were rooted in that had her turning away from him.
Of all the mentors who remained in Caelum after the Ascension, only Alice had lost every student. She was the only one who hadnât inspired a single novice to stay, to fightâto live.
And she didnât want to see his sympathy, or his pity.
âHey,â he called.
Short of breaking into a run, Alice couldnât prevent him from moving in front of her. She stopped, her lips set in a firm line.
He shoved his hands into his pants pockets, but instead of appearing cowed when his shoulders hunched, he only seemed taller. âLook, I know you want me gone.â
Her response was a lift of her brows.
That must have amused him. His appealing smile returned. âIâve just been waiting for you to sic Nefertari on me.â
She should have. âIs that how you intended to leave? You wanted her to frighten you?â
âNope. Just to see if youâd do it. I hoped you would.â
âIâm sorry I disappointed you, then.â
âIâll bet.â He laughed to himself again, closing his eyes as if to contain it. After a moment, he opened them. âIâll be looking through the stuff you have in the library.â
âI assumed as much, yes. You donât need my permissionââ
âIâm going to bother you.â His gaze didnât leave hers. âYouâve got twenty years on it already, and Iâll have questions.â
He also had both knowledge and curiosity. If that continued, there might be someone to carry on the research whenâ if âshe no longer could.
Her fingers were clenched painfully tight, but she managed to perform a cool nod. âVery well. If, of course, it doesnât interfere with your training.â
âIâll convince Drifter that itâll be a good experience for me.â
Considering that Jake was the youngest Guardian in the fieldâand that heâd been made active long before the typical century of training had been completedâEthan was likely more concerned that Jake mastered his weapons and Gift.
âI doubt that heâll be so easy to convince.â
âNo, he will be.â Jake shrugged and looked over her head, his gaze moving keenly along her wallsâalready anticipating the opportunity to dig deeper into their mysteries, she supposed. âYouâre