pretty much the only female who doesnât make me think about sex when Iâm near you. So Iâll point out that youâll be good practice for when Iâm around real women.â
Real women? Stunned, Alice could only stare at him. Her mouth was agape, she realized dumblyâand shut it at the same moment Jakeâs mortified gaze snapped to hers.
âOh, shitââ
Alice pushed past him, threw open her front doors. If he ignored the blatant message, she would toss him out.
But she would not look at him yet; her control was too tenuous. She stared out into the empty courtyard and measured each icy word. âYou may come to me, novice, if it teaches you how to behave around real women. But I suggest you return to Ethanâs training, where you might learn to behave like a real man.â
His footsteps approached. She heard his deep breath as he halted next to her.
âIâm sorry, Alice.â
She closed her eyes. The sound of his heart beat against her ears. His remorse lay heavy over his psychic scent.
And with three words, Jake had proved himself more of a man than some sheâd known.
âThank you,â she said. âBut please leave.â
He did. Not by teleporting or flying, as sheâd expectedâbut walking across her courtyard with a slow, even gait.
CHAPTER 4
A fifteen-minute hike took Jake to the cityâs rounded edge. From high above, Caelum looked like a giant white plate in a waveless blue sea; the surrounding water sat level with the marble pavers, forming a smooth, unbroken plane.
As a human, Jake hadnât seen the ocean until heâd been on a foreign shore, preparing to go into combatâand wearing the brave face and swagger that theyâd all learned to put on. Everyone had been afraid then, but the fear hadnât taken form yet.
And piss-scared hadnât come until later.
But despite the memories the sight of the ocean could wash up, he preferred it to this eerie, endless stillness. There wasnât anything out there. Not long after the Ascension, he and a few other novices had flown out over the sea, just to see if it ended. Theyâd given up after two weeksâat the same speed, theyâd have circled the Earth eight times.
It was just as empty below the surface. Jake didnât know how far heâd followed the gigantic, submerged column that was Caelumâs base, but he hadnât hit bottom. And though he must have swum dozens of miles underwater, Caelumâs sun had penetrated even to those depths, lighting his way.
There were stories about Guardians who were still diving, still flyingâspending their immortality looking for the end.
If the stories were true, they must be flippinâ nutcases by now.
Jake grimaced and looked over his shoulder at the city. He couldnât see Aliceâs home behind the taller buildings nearer the water, but he almost expected to find spiders creeping up, preparing to make him pay for the insult to their mommy.
Yeah, heâd fucked that up but good.
But damn if he knew why. Halfway across her courtyard, Jake had realized it hadnât just been a stupid thing to say aloudâitâd been wrong to boot.
Heâd always assumed his hormones were partially to blame for the crap that came out of his mouth. But in the forty-five minutes heâd spent with her, his only sexual thought had been a passing curiosity about spider reproductionâand yet heâd still managed to set a new record in dickery.
Unfortunately for them both, he couldnât stop thinking about that temple, and everything in that badass museum she called her quarters. Theyâd just have to get used to each other.
Something tickled the nape of his neck. Jake spun around, slapping at his shoulders, his hair. His fingers brushed a strand of . . . web? A spider leg?
With a shudder, he yanked it away from his skinâand ripped a hole in the neck of his shirt.
A cotton thread