and then he was sure and deft again, his eyes locked on Ottoâs lead as they performed.
âNo, I wasnât surprised at all, Trudy.â
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âIâve called you here today because the Lord wants you to witness the way we love a sister in Christ,â Otto said, standing beneath the big oak tree. The storm shelter stood propped open off to the right. He nodded toward her. Trudy nodded back, keeping her head up, her eyes active, trying to meet the othersâ eyes, but all of them looked away when they saw her gaze. She saw the Talbots and Rachel, and Henry and Redi Clark. She saw Eugenia standing, her face serious and sad.
Probably for my soul,
Trudy thought, remembering what Ben had told her about his wife. Ben was there too, his face turned away from hers.
Heâs thinking he caused this, but no one caused this but Otto. And James.
And if Trudy were really honest with herself, sheâd realize that she had caused it too. Her desperate seeking had brought her here, and before that, there had been other places along the way where she could have made a decision and stopped everythingâthis place, this insanityâfrom happening. She shouldnât have signed the papers, she shouldnât have married James, she should have left weeks ago, when she felt the first signs of queasiness creeping under her skin.
Sheâd lied to Otto and James, of course, to keep Ben from being punished too. She told them sheâd been walking, unable to sleep. Sheâd stumbled upon the willow and decided to leave.
âI was afraid,â sheâd told them, savoring the truth of these words.
âFear is the enemy of the Lord,â Otto had responded. Then theyâd dragged her here and called everyone out of their homes. Except the children, who, thankfully, had been told to remain inside.
She tried to meet Benâs eye, to tell him it wasnât his fault, but like the others, he wouldnât look at her.
âA lot of you were upset about the choice I made not to show Trudy the justice God poured out on Simpson. You worried that if she didnât see it, then in a few daysâ time she herself might be hanging there, tangled up in the justice of the Lord. Yet I knew that Trudyâs faith wasnât strong enough to understand. By her husbandâs own admission, Trudy has always struggled with her faith, with her relationship with God. I was right. Last night, she stumbled upon it herself. My foresight was true. Brother James and me caught her trying to escape with those children this morning.â
Trudy took a deep breath. Her stomach shifted, and she felt like she might be sick again. Or maybe it was the demon again. Maybe it was finally waking up.
âFurther complicating the sin, she blamed Simpsonâs death on me. She will be confined to the storm shelter for five days. At that point, the community will gather again in order to judge if she is remorsed of her actions and fully understands that God is in control of her life and that He has made it abundantly clear that her life is here in Broken Branch with her husband and wonderful children.â Then he did something Trudy had never seen him do before, and it frightened her more than anything else that had happened so far. He asked the congregation to approve his decision. âIf you think this is a fair and righteous punishment, lift your voice to heaven and say âamen.ââ
A chorus of amens was cast up into the morning sky. Otto grabbed her arm and tried to guide her toward the opening, but she twisted free. She didnât make it far before somebody else caught her. It was Earl Talbot. He was joined by James and Franklin.
Franklin was grinning.
It took four of them in all once Otto rejoined to move her toward the storm shelter. Trudy tried to stop them. She screamed and beat her fists against first Jamesâs back and then anyone she could reach. She jerked and twisted until she couldnât see