but.â
âIâve heard about Tar.â
âHeâs only part of it but heâs enough.â Jules came to where the pale light of the overcast sky intruded into the stable, and stopped. His eyes began to water and he shut them and grimaced as if in pain.
âI know Tarâs reputation,â Fargo said. âHeâs a bad one.â
âWorse than bad. Iâve been around a lot longer than you and run into a lot more badmen, and he makes the rest seem like church deacons.â
âHe kills people but so do I when I have to.â
Jules peered at him through those runny eyes. âHe does it for the fun of it. For the thrill. Men, females, sprouts, it makes no difference. Blackjack Tar is the most natural-born killer Iâve ever run across.â
âHeâs an outlawââ Fargo began.
âNo. Youâre not listening. Tar is more than that. Heâs got a heart as black as the devilâs. Sometimes I think he
is
the devil come to plague us.â
âThatâs the drink talking.â
âYou donât want to tangle with him and his bunch,â Jules said. âYou truly donât.â
âYouâre forgetting the pilgrims I have to bring out,â Fargo said.
âTo hell with them. It was their wagon masterâs pigheadedness that caught them in the blizzard. Let them fend for themselves until the snow thaws in a few months. Any as are still alive will make it back on their own.â
âThe army wants me to bring them down.â
âWill the army bury you, too, after Tar is done with you?â With a slightly nervous look at the emigrants and soldiers moving about the compound, Jules squared his bony shoulders and moved into the open.
Fargo went with him. âI was hoping you would lead me to them. Harrington says you know right where they are.â
âI do, and for your sake, I wonât.â
âDamn it, Jules. What game are you playing at?â
âGame?â Jules drew up short. âLook at me,â he said, and gestured at himself. âIn case you ainât noticed, Iâm getting on in years. I donât have too many left, and those I do, I aim to spend taking it as easy as I can.â
âDrinking.â
âThatâs mighty strange coming from you. You like whiskey as much as I do.â
Fargo couldnât deny that and held his tongue.
âI drink because it makes me feel good, and not much else does these days.â
âHelping those people would.â
Jules uttered a bark of a laugh. âThat might work on greenhorns but not on me. I was long in the tooth before you were born. I learned the hard way that the only life we should give a damn about is our own.â
âYou donât have to stay once we find them. Take me up and come right back.â
âIn the first place, I donât even know if we can reach them. When I said theyâre practically buried in snow, I wasnât joshing. Itâs up to the canvas in their wagons.â Jules took a breath. âIn the second place, come right back my ass. Itâll take a couple of weeks to reach them, and longer to get back. In the third place, you keep forgetting about Blackjack Tar.â
âMaybe itâs best I run into him. Maybe I can put an end to it.â
âOr maybe he puts an end to you.â
Jules marched on to the sutlerâs.
People they passed took one look and gave him a wide berth. More than a few crinkled their noses.
Fargo trailed along. He was puzzled. This wasnât the Jules he knew. The old trapper had always been feisty and carefree, taking each day as it came, never giving a thought to tomorrow.
The sutlerâs was crowded with emigrants from the wagon train. They, too, gave way for the reeking scarecrow.
It got to Fargo. âWhat in hell has happened to you?â he wondered out loud.
âI got old, hoss.â
âThere has to be more to
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