it.â
Once more Jules stopped and looked at him. âNo, Skye, there doesnât. Itâs terrible when time finally catches up with you. Iâm not half the man I used to be. My eyes are going. I canât walk as far or ride as far.â He hesitated. âAnd I think Iâm sick. Bad sick.â
âSo youâre drinking yourself to death?â
âGo to hell,â Jules said, and walked to the counter.
The sutler already had a bottle out and resentment on his face. âYou again. I told you to come late in the day. Youâre bad for my customers.â
Jules dug a poke from under his buckskins, plunked down a coin, and snatched the bottle. âI thank you for your hospitality,â he said sarcastically.
âAt least take a bath, old man,â the sutler said. âYou wouldnât reek to high heaven.â
âWhen I want your advice Iâll ask for it, and Iâll never ask for it.â
âKeep talking to me like that and thatâs the last bottle Iâll sell you.â
Jules muttered and shuffled out.
Fargo debated, and went with him. âIf you wonât take me, then draw me a map. Or sit me down and give me all the landmarks I need.â
âUnless youâve been to that exact part of the mountains, it wouldnât do you much good.â
âLet me be the judge.â Fargo could shave days off his search, and every one counted. Blackjack Tar wasnât the only danger those trapped people were in; starvation and the cold would take a toll.
âI wish youâd leave me be. I donât want anything to do with anybody right now.â
âHarrington told me there are kids with that train,â Fargo said.
âThereâs that soft spot of yours.â
âI didnât know I had any.â
âUsually youâre hard as nails. You donât take guff. And youâre the meanest son of a bitch alive when your dander is up. But when it comes to women and youngâuns, youâre as soft as mush.â
Fargo thought of Margaret and Jessie.
Jules shook his head. âNo, you can fool everyone else but you canât fool me. Women and sprouts areâ What do they call it? Your Achillesâ foot.â
âAchillesâ heel.â
âWhatever an Achilles is.â
âJules, please.â
âNo, damn it.â
âWhy the hell not?â
The old trapper stopped and bowed his head. When he raised it, Fargo was startled to see he was crying.
âYou prod and you prod. All right. Iâll tell you. And then youâll leave me be or so help me weâre quits as pards. Prod me one more time and Iâll by God shoot you or gut you. I mean it.â
âListenââ Fargo tried to get in a word.
âNo,
you
listen. You wanted to hear and now you will.â Julesâs voice sank to almost a whisper and he continued to silently weep. âAbout three months ago, it was, I was up near Badger Peak. Thereâs a stream with beaver, and I laid my traps and got me some prime peltries.â A faint smile touched his lips. âIt was like the old days. It was glorious.â His face clouded. âThen Blackjack Tar got ahold of me.â
âWhat?â
âYou heard me. He and his men snuck up on me and jumped me before I could get off a shot. I thought I was done for. I thought heâd stake me out and peel my hide and carve on me like heâs done to so many others. But do you know what he did?â Jules gave a short, strange laugh. âHe said I wasnât worth the bother. That I was so old and useless, all he was going to do was have some fun and send me on my way.â His whole body shook, and he groaned. âDo you want to hear what his idea of fun was?â He didnât wait for Fargo to answer. âHe cut my balls off.â
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Fargoâs skin crawled. He supposed heâd be more shocked if he hadnât seen the grisly handiwork of
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