Free Rockstar Daddy (Decoy Series) by K.T Fisher Page B

cuppa?"
     
          "Please, I haven't had one yet."
     
    She giggles and starts making out teas. I sit down at her stylish breakfast bar. While the kettle is boiling she bends over and rests her elbows on the bar right in front of me and quirks her eyebrow up at me.
     
          "How you feeling?"
     
       "Erm no I said no talking about that."
     
    She pouts and goes over to the other side of the room to finish making our drinks.
     
          "Oh come on Kendal, I won't be able to ask you when Sophie gets here."
     
    I sigh in defeat.
     
          "I'm feeling OK Tan, don't worry. I told Finley last night that Jax is his dad."
     
    She stops and turns to look at me, her eyebrows shoot high on her forehead.
     
          "You did?"
     
    Tanya is one of my friends that really stuck by me these four years. Jessica has but she lets me know that she never agreed but Tanya didn't care, she just took what I said and agreed with me. Didn't say what she thought about it herself, she's very protective of me when it comes to the topic of Jax. I've always thought she agreed with Jess and the rest of them but she's never said. Mark has always sided with me to but I think he agreed with me 100%. I nod slowly
     
          "He asked me last night who Jax was and I couldn't lie to him. He thinks he lives far away."
     
       "Well until a few weeks ago he probably did babe."
     
    She sets my drink down in front of me.
     
          "What are you going to do? Are you going to try and find him?"
     
       "I duno, I want to but I'm scared shitless. I don't know how his going to react. He has a right to get mad at me. I carried his baby and kept Finley a secret and his four this year, he doesn't even know his son. I'm an awful person and an evil mother."
     
      Tanya slams her cup on the breakfast bar making her tea spill. I look up at her in shock but she has a pissed of look on her face.
     
          "Don't you dare say that shit Kendal! You'r the fucking best mum I know, you did what you thought was right! To be honest if I was you I think I would have done the same."
     
    She grabs me in a big hug.
     
         "Don't you dare talk shit like that again Kendal. You're everything to that little boy."
     
    She kisses my cheek and I hug her tight. I love this girl to death. My sister and one of my best friends. We break apart and she goes to wipe up her spilt mess. When she's done she sits on the stool next to me and places her hand over mine.
     
          "You still love him don't you?"
     
    I take a sip of my tea, ouch too hot.
     
          "Your still in love with Jax?" 
     
       "Yes! I do still love him, I haven't seen him for four years and I still love him. Stupid, silly old Kendal crushing on him like all his fans."
     
          "Your not at all like a fan, you two have history and his the father of your child. I don't think it's stupid you still love him honey. I knew that was why you ended it with Harley. I thought you were mad at first, I mean who would not want that piece of ass!"
     
    We laugh and the topic of Jax is dropped. She understands I don't want to talk about it anymore. We talk and have a laugh, she asks for juicy details of comparisons on Harley and Jax in bed. Not long after Maisy joins us and then Jessica. Both of them are looking fabulous and dressed for the sunny day, Jessica has a blue maxi dress on and Maisy has a black boob tube and denim shorts with some black gladiator sandles. I notice that they both give me two kisses when they normally only give me one and they squeeze me a little tighter than what they normally do. How could I not love these girls? All of our phones beep text messages in own message tones.
     
    SOPHIE:   Hey, just leaving. I cant wait 2 c u all. I have exciting news!
     
    We all look up at each other, yes we all got the same text. Maisy tilts her head to the side.
     
          "Huh, I wonder what the news is."
     
    Tanya gasps.
     
          "She's