out, even as he yelled at Robin. He remembered why he was so mad at Robin: Because Robin was crying, and Dexter couldnât.
âAnd then,â Robin said, âyou just stared at me for a few minutes, like you were waiting for me to stop crying. And then you ran out of the bathroom again.â
Dexter blinked. Robin was right. That was what had happened. Dexter rememberedskidding out of the bathroom, and seeing the secretary again. Sheâd still looked pale, with sweat beads on her lip. And then sheâd taken him on to Ms. Abbottâs class. That was how everything had happened. But the way Robin told the story, so calmlyâthat wasnât how it had felt. Dexter had felt crazy, like someone turning into a monster in a comic book. Dexter felt like heâd hit Robin a million times. He felt like heâd beat him up.
âWell, anyway,â Dexter said, a little sheepishly. âI did hit you. Why didnât you tell on me? Why didnât you tattle? Right thenâthat morning? Why didnât you run down to the office and say, âHey! The new kid just punched me! Look! I have bruises!â?â
âI donât know,â Robin said, shrugging. He picked up a handful of grass pieces, and let them sift back down to the ground. âI guess because . . . all the other kids were trying to get me to cry, you know? When they called me crybabyâthey were happy when that made me cry harder. It gave them more tolaugh at. But you . . . you didnât want me to cry. It kind of seemed like you were trying to help.â
âThatâs crazy,â Dexter said. âI hit you.â
It was sad that so many kids had been mean to Robin, that he thought someone who hit him was actually being nice.
Then Dexter remembered something else.
âBut you told your mom,â he said.
âNo, I didnât,â Robin said.
âYes, you did,â Dexter said. âI heard you, at the park, just as Grandma was driving me away. You said, âSee, Mom, thatâs the boy I was telling you about, the one who beat me up.â Or, âhit me.â Or something like that.â
Robin shook his head.
âYouâre wrong,â he said. âWhat I said was, âSee, Mom, thatâs the boy I was telling you about. The one who said âBryceâ was a good last name. The one who . . . â â Robin looked down at the grass, avoiding Dexterâs eyes. â âThe one whoâs going to be my friend.â â
Dexter didnât say anything.
Robin looked back up, a little wild-eyed.
âItâs true!â he said. âDonât you know what my mom would have done if I said you hit me? She would have talked to the principal. She would have called your parents. She would have taken me out of school. She would have been really, really mad!â
Dexter believed him.
âI am sorry,â Dexter said.
Robin nodded.
âI know.â
The two of them sat in the grass for a long time. Dexter thought about what a strange kid Robin was. Dexter never would have talked like this with any of his friends back home. Of course, he also hadnât been able to talk to his friends back home about his dad being sick. And they knew about Dexterâs dadâtheir moms must have told them. Dexter knew they knew because they gave him strange looks sometimes, and Jaydell and Dillon wouldnât play at Dexterâs house anymore. âNo, sorry, Iâve got to go home and do . . . chores,âJaydell had said once when Dexter asked. And one time when Dad had come with Mom to pick Dexter up at school, Dexterâs friends had all kind of backed away, scared.
Somehow, Dexter didnât think Robin would do that.
But Dexter didnât know how to say all that to Robin; he didnât know how to say that he really didnât mind Robin being strange.
And then he did.
âHey, Robin?â he