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another.
    It was an intense and real pain making her sick. She had another pain the psychological pain of deception and heartbreak which was almost unbearable.
    In addition to the pain of the words caused her heart pumping fast, making a pain on her chest.
    She was about to get unwell, she felt like throwing up.
    Here were the words, the simple truth, which Carolina needed to hear to wake up to reality once and for all.
    After hearing all that, it was as if she had awakened from a dream or a nightmare she didn’t really know.
    Now she was sure that she and JP could never be a couple.
    Both were still on the phone and Tess continued:
    "Friend, I don’t know how contain all this damage.
    Because my friend, you screwed up in a very bad way. I don’t know if I can put everything right.
    I mean, I don’t know how he can see you as a worthy woman, investing his time to get to know you and start to build a future together.
    If this incident hadn’t happened and if he saw you at the dinner for the first time after the study I made of him, he would be in your feet a couple hours later; you would have the second date for sure.
    There is one thing you need to know, you are one of the most compatible couples I've ever had in my matchmaker experience"
    Tess finalizes at least.
    Carolina says trying to sound natural, failing miserably:
    "There is nothing to resolve, we made the choice to meet with a purpose and nothing else. There is nothing more to say to each other.
    Now I just want to continue with my life and try to forget this entire incident"
    "Okay friend, if that's what you want."
    They hang up.
    How JP could have such a negative image of her?
    Caroline couldn’t believe in such thing.
    She never imagined that anyone would think something like that as Tess described JP saying from her.
    What kind of person would it be as the description of it? But she was not at all like that; she was not the way he thought she was.
    He didn’t even care to know the truth about her - Tess's words echoed in her head forming a terrible headache, ending in no time to a terrible migraine.
    She felt so unwell that she had to run to the bathroom arriving just in time to tilt the head to the toilet and vomit dinner.
    Without any strength left she took a huge effort to wash her face and mouth, she stood a few minutes looking at the mirror, seeing herself in the emptiness, returning to present after some time.
    Finally she found herself in the mirror and noticed how pale she was.
    She looked ill, she felt not less.
    Returning to the living room threw her on the couch, lying just there.
    Her heart was palpitating, it felt like it wanted to jump out, she felt having an anxiety attack again.
    She sat on the couch with her head between her hands looking at the ground, with the eyes closed and began to inhale and exhale deeply trying to gain control of her heartbeat and to calm down.
    Minutes later she felt a little bit relieved.
    The latest news about JP caused in Carolina the diminished of a feeling she had for him since they met.
    She always tried to shake the thought out of him, but could never completely do it, he was still so present in her mind as if he did actually part of her life.
    She thought she was starting to go insane, all this was really insane.
    She thinks that she needs medical assistance to help her overcoming this strong feeling that she can’t control and makes her feel sick the way it does and yet was so stupid having feelings for someone she didn’t know and he didn’t know her either.
    One thing Carolina knew now for sure, if he thinks the way he does about her, he didn’t deserve her at all.
    She was so disappointed that he didn’t felt anything for her and worse he couldn’t see Carolina as a woman, how was this possible?
    The cruel words, but real and wise from Tess, awake in Carolina once and for all into reality.
    This time it's for good and definitive, she couldn’t love a man who saw her that way.
    It was very simple