Free THUG PASSION: Wedding Romance by Lady M. London

we go again.
    Even feeling the big tension what’s about to follow, Tess decides to continue:
    "So did you meet JP and he said you had sex with him 20 minutes after?
    If that’s true, don’t you know the basic rules to build a solid relationship with a man?!"
    She waited a moment to have a reaction from the other end, Carolina took a deep breath. She couldn’t lie to Tess and finally answers:
    "That's what happened yes. The idea of meeting him was only to have sex and never see each other again, that's all.
    It's something I’m not proud about and it’s something I’m not walking around to spread it, but I don’t regret it having done so."
    "Caroline ..."
    Began her friend saying, trying to explain something to someone with a learning deficit:
    "You know you blew it with him, don’t you?! Do you have the notion that he could be the man of your life and because you didn’t thought about the basic rules of an encounter between a man and a woman, your image is completely denigrate at his eyes. I don’t have any idea how you can rebuild your image to him.
    You have no idea what he feels and thinks about you. Do you?!"
    She waited for Carolina’s answer, to defence herself, to hear her side of the story. But Carolina couldn’t speak, her voice was silent, even if she wanted to talk she wasn’t able to make a sound.
    Tess knew she was listening to her, so she continued:
    "You know he sees you as a sex object?!
    He has an image completely denigrated of you, he thinks you're not worthy of having a relationship with, he see’s you as a whore, as a woman having sexual meetings with all men on the internet. He can’t think of you as a girlfriend, having a relationship with you, nor be married with you!
    He doesn’t see you as a woman!
    And all this because you had sex with him on the first date!
    I am sure that you never had a second date with him. Because you gave him what he wanted in the first date. He probably never contacts you for a second date and if he contacts you, it was because you were initiating contact with him, he replied to you only to know if you are still available for him, and if one day he was bored and needed some fun he knew you would be there for him.
    He just wanted to have you handy for a dull day, maybe one day he would end up calling you and you're going running to him to satisfy him.
    Then the cycle would continue until you can’t deal with it anymore, because there will never be more than sex.
    Generally men continue to have basic instincts as in the animal kingdom: protect, hunt and breed.
    If a man doesn’t fight for a woman to have the feeling that he chased or hunted you, if he doesn’t feel that you are selective in your choices, that you are special and have high values, he will never feel anything for you.
    When a man starts to have feelings for you, devote himself exclusively to you, then yes they can have sex, after sex comes the feeling of wanting to protect you.
    A man can only commit at this stage to a serious relationship and marriage.
    Rarely occurs otherwise.
    In JP’s case he didn’t felt the adrenaline of the hunt; you were there at his disposal, ready for him to devour you. He used you, and then he lost interest, because in the man basic instinct he had hunted you already in order to procreation. Its objective was completed.
    It looks very animalistic, but it’s how it works, believe me.
    A woman wants to do the same, but she hasn’t the basic animal instinct like a man does, that’s why woman normally get attached to a man more easily, because they are emotional, they can’t help it.
    You were most likely trap in emotions and he wasn’t.
    Now there is no more news to him because you offered yourself in a tray your treasure.
    You know he ranked you as unattractive, stupid and boring?!
    He thinks you're uninteresting because you don’t have any assets, imagine that"
    All these words were reaching Carolina as if they were punches in her stomach, one punch after