get in.â
They were back at the bags. Everything was as they had left it: shards of glass kicked into a corner, a window wedged open. They stared at the evidence, baffled by it, in the end, as much as relieved; it drew them back from the illusions of the manorâs interior, unexpectedly confirming the ordinariness of their arrival.
âAnd look â thereâre lights here and everything. Look!â Gadiel pointed above his head to a single bulb, brown with filth, stuck with flies, the most marvellous of discoveries.
He found the switch and flicked it on; the bulb buzzedand gave out a dim glow, enough to grasp the extent of the kitchens, stores and pantries, small workrooms at the back of the manor, which led one from the other, looking out on to an internal courtyard through a row of wide windows. Pale blue paint peeled from the plaster; cupboards hunkered against practical brown tiles.
Gadiel extracted a cobwebbed bundle of wax candles from the shelves and examined it solemnly. âWe should borrow some of this stuff,â he said, but there was little left to scavenge and they were steadfastly practical, looting nothing more than some string, a dish of clothes pegs and a bar of green soap, nibbled at the corners by mice.
As they collected their things, Dan pulled a portable radio from one of the carrier bags, holding it up solemnly, a trophy. âWe have to listen. Theyâll be nearly there wonât they, already?â
Gadiel flattened his hand over his mouth, making his voice crackly, distant. âApollo 11, this is Houstonâ¦â
They laughed together.
They argued about the route back to the bedroom corridor, and, in the end, it may have been only by chance that they came upon the narrow, turning staircase that took them up. They paused at the barricade that marked the end of their part of the manor: the corridor was properly truncated here, bricked up with roughly cemented breeze blocks that prevented access to the wing in which the Bartons were still living.
âItâs not much, this.â Gadiel tapped lightly on the barrier. âTheyâll hear us. It might frighten her.â
Dan held his candle high. âWho?â
âEllie. I donât want her to⦠you know, she might not like it.â Gadiel leaned forwards, putting an ear against the breeze blocks.
âBut that doesnât matter.â Dan spoke more loudly than he needed to. âWhat she thinks doesnât matter â this is a political act, man.â
âSssh.â Gadiel flapped a hand to try to quieten him, and the candle flame leapt. He drew back from the barricade. âOf course it matters. Sheâs been nice to us. They gave us supper; we just turned up at the house and they gave us supper.â
âYou make it sound biblical.â Dan smirked. âCome on, Gadiel â weâre squatting. Itâs a recognized form of protest. Itâs a movement.â He pressed his spectacles hard against his nose. ââ In place of the old bourgeois society, with its classes and class antagonisms, we shall have an association, in which the free development of each is the condition for the free development of all .ââ He shrugged. âYou see?â
âBut itâs not as simple as that,â Gadiel insisted. âNot here.â
âCome on, thatâs Marx. Karl Marx. Donât you believe in a new social order?â
âYeah, I suppose.â
âOf course you do. Thatâs why we went travelling, isnât it? To see something of the world, to make a difference.â
âI thought you just wanted to try out the van.â
âOh, come on. I had bigger ideas than that.â
âNot till the van broke down and we turned up here, you didnât.â Gadiel grinned.
âYeah, I did. But I knew you wouldnât come if⦠Man, you see? I knew youâd be like this if Iâd proposed a radical