died . . . the one Jeff had when they were dating. But the stains on this one were too large, too dark. She blinked and turned away, focusing her gaze on the wall. Plaster and lath, she made herself think, a purposeful distraction. In surprisingly good shape . Her gaze traveled down: scratched, dark-stained wood floors, a few dust bunnies, nothing terrible there. Finally, she forced herself to look at the bed again. The comforter was covered in pastel swirls, a pattern from the eighties, synthetic and pilled. An edge had unraveled, the batting leaking. A sour odor rose from the sheets.
âThereâs somewhere to dispose of the old?â Maris asked, her voice formal and unnatural.
âIâll call someone. Whatever you put out on the curb, I can have it picked up in the morning.â
âAll of that goes too.â She pointed at the mound of linens, the pillow coming out of its case, as stained as the mattress.
âYeah, I know,â Norris sighed, as though they had already agreed. âI have an extra fan, probably fit that window.â
âWhat was this, anyway?â Maris asked. âThe laundry room? Pantry?â
âYeah.â
It wasnât an answer, but she didnât press. All that was left was the bathroom. She went in first, expecting a filthier version of Petâs, but when she turned on the light, she got the first nice surprise of the day.
It was dirty, of course. Along the baseboards, the floor was covered in a brown film embedded with dust fibers; a mildewed plastic shower curtain hung from only half its rings, the rest torn. The toilet seat was pink faux-marble. But the bathroom was large, the old tub was in good shape, framed in an arched opening. There was beautiful octagonal black-and-white tile on the floor; the walls were accented with a row of pink tiles on point, the grout fairly clean. The overhead fixture was milk glass and the medicine cabinetâs mirror was etched in a wheat pattern. Built-in shelves held only a razor, a flattened tube of Crest, an empty bottle of Advil on its sideâthere was room for everything Maris had ever kept in their bathroom at home.
âAll right,â she said briskly. âIâll take it. If itâs okay with you, Iâd like to get the mattress taken care of now.â
Norris returned moments later with a box of black plastic lawn and leaf bags. âYou can have these,â he said, handing the box to her like a gift. âTrash pickupâs not until Monday, but whatever you can put out tonight, my guy will haul it off.â
Maris was glad Norris didnât offer to help her clean. She didnât want help. She stuffed the comforter into a bag while he pulled off the sheets, trying not to think about her hands touching the fabric. A cloud of dust lifted into the air. Maris imagined the tiny motes, the furred mounds under the bedâdead skin, whiskers, pubic hairs, who knew what elseâand fought off a faint wave of nausea. She picked up the pillow by a corner and dropped it into the bag, then tied the top tightly. A double knot.
Norris stood with his own lumpy, half-filled bag in hand. He had lost momentum. âIâll take this end,â Maris said, finding the plastic handles along the mattress.
They made several trips, working in the awkwardly polite way of people who donât know each other well. With your own husband, you anticipate his movesâsome people fold sheets together multiple times, some want the other person to meet them, an origami dance. âTo your left a little,â Maris said.
âI think weâll have to turn it sideways,â Norris replied.
After the third trip, the trash bags sat on top of the mattress and box spring on the sidewalk. In the front of the house, a single light burned through Petâs windows. Sheâd closed the curtains before she left for work, so Maris saw only the haloed glow through the bright fabric.
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