by the pool. But after a couple minutes, Helen came back in. âI didnât want you to put things away in the wrong place,â she said.
âOh...thanks.â That was a backhanded offer of help if Susan had ever heard one.
âMarie always had this kitchen organized so perfectly, but every time I come itâs more messed up.â
Susanâs hands tightened on the platter she was washing. âIâm sure itâs hard for Sam to manage the house along with his business.â
âItâs not Samâs job to manage.â The remark sounded pointed.
Susan lifted her eyebrows at the woman, wondering where this was going. âIf not Samâs, then whose?â
âWell, I just hope youâre not thinking itâs your job.â
âOf course not!â Susan burst out. Where did Helen get off, coming over and criticizing the help? She wasnât Susanâs boss!
She glanced over at the older woman and noticed that her eyes were shiny with tears, and everything started to make sense. Helen didnât want the kitchen arrangements to change, because she was trying to preserve her daughterâs memory. But inevitably, things would get moved around, and sentimental treasures misplaced. Life had to go on, but for a grieving mother, every change must feel like losing another piece of her daughter. âLook, Iâm sorry,â she said, drying her hands and walking over to give the woman she barely knew a clumsy little pat on the arm. âItâs a loss I canât even imagine.â
âItâs just hard to see another woman in her place,â Helen said in a wobbly voice.
âIâm not trying to take her place,â Susan said, feeling her way. âNo one can do that, but especially not me. Iâm just here for the summer.â
âYouâre just not the kind of woman Sam and Mindy need.â
Susan blew out a breath and plunked the platter down on the counter. Grief was one thing, but outright rudeness was another. âDid you...did you want to talk, or would you rather be alone?â
âAlone,â Helen croaked out, dabbing at her eyes with a tissue.
âSure. You go ahead and put stuff away wherever you want. Iâve got some reading to do.â Half-guiltily, she fled the kitchen and made her way to her apartment via the front door, the better to avoid Sam and Mindy and Ralph.
Helen was right. Susan wasnât the kind of woman Sam and Mindy needed. But why that truth felt so hurtful, she didnât have a clue.
Chapter Five
S am pulled into his driveway the next Friday afternoon, right after lunchtime. It would be good to get out of this monkey suit and work the rest of the rainy afternoon at home. He had a little planning to do on the summer picnic he put on for his employees, but it was all fairly low-key; Mindy could interrupt without bothering him.
And he had to admit to himself that seeing Susan was part of what had drawn him home. Not really seeing her, he told himself, but rather, seeing how she was interacting with Mindy.
Heâd been so busy the past week, catching up on all the work heâd put off during the no-nanny period, that he hadnât spent a lot of time at home. Mindy seemed happy and Susan had said things were going well. He knew theyâd visited the library and gone to the park with a couple of other kids. One day, Mindy had had her friend Mercedes over to play.
Sam was feeling pleased with the solution heâd come up with for Mindyâs summer. She seemed to be thriving under the supervision of an active and engaged nanny.
Susan herself seemed guarded, but he had to assume sheâd get more comfortable as the summer went on. That Sunday dinner with Ralph and Helen had been awkward, but that was because they hadnât understood that Susan was only a temporary fixture in the home. Next time would surely be better.
When he got inside, the sound of a busy, humming household met